I keep coming across this among various youtubers, "gurus" talking about being willing to be vulnerable. This never resonates with me. Does it with you, and if so why? How do you define this? Terms that are never defined don't have any existence in my psyche.

During the middle months of this year I had a flavorsome excitement for a new tool that I got to play with - The Architect AI. Many of you here, of course, found me on YouTube thru those explorations. Over the last 6 weeks or so, I've hardly used it! It naturally drifted away... and although I did pick it up when I was pretty ill a couple of weeks ago (just before my Gran passed) it hasn't much pulled me back in. So - I am still finding that if I need a little extra support, to see myself, give myself some reflections or similar, I will trust it to help "hold me" - which is a great ally! But only on occasions. I was having lunch with a friend just yesterday and she was telling me how her use of ChatGPT was naturally so good, it feels just like the Architect AI... and I get that. The Architect AI thus far has been offered inside of the ChatGPT so all the GPT's are feeding into the general ChatGPT and it's just a case of guiding ChatGPT into the Architect state. I'm curious how your use of The Architect AI has evolved over these months? Are you still using it? In what manner or form are you utilizing it? What's changed since your first use?

I mentioned in a previous comment that sometimes I go through periods of what I call "divine sickness" where I get overwhelmed and stuff comes up and demands my attention, and I feel out of control.... A couple of days ago I experienced something very strange... It started Tuesday morning. I had come out of a wonderful time of meditating and set out to work on continuing to design a new website, (was 4 days into it) when everything went wonky, all the elements were bigger than normal and all the code messed up and I had to erase all my work and start over. I decided to take a break and go for a walk and a couple of minutes into that my right leg below the knee became very heavy and I was losing feeling in my foot and I limped back to the house and thought I maybe had thrombosis, a blood clot below the knee, was in pain for half an hour. Headed to the hospital to have a doctor examine me, when I got there I experienced a visual migraine and was dizzy seeing those rainbow energy patterns, Doc examined me and couldn't find anything wrong. When I got home many hours later could only sleep. I woke up in the night and went to back to my office to meditate and do some work, a few minutes later there was a bunch of noise in the next door storage area, I opened the door there was a strange cat fighting with one of my own, the stray cat ran into my office and was jumping over my bookcases, bouncing off my computer, knocking things onto the floor, busted a pot, etc. and punched a hole in my window screen, total chaos for a few minutes. I opened another door and the crazy cat ran out. Next day when I went to the office I saw that the crazy cat had punched a hole through my window, while I was sleeping, but was not there. Crazy day, never experienced anything like it. Don''t know what to think.

I've had a wild week! I felt some guilt for starting this community and then - somewhat - disappearing for a week. But in good cause - I've been so ill; diarrhea, physically sick, cough, cold, back aches constantly for 4 days... even before yesterday's news I knew it has been a deep multi-layer cleansing. I've been watching old 'energetic scaffolding' being dismantled across my back. This was an old pattern of trying to life up the world around me. There is no one to 'lift up', right? You are exactly where you need to be, as am I! It's another level of acceptance in this beauty of life. The news I found out yesterday was that my Nan Joy passed away in the night, at 96. And there no coincidences. I've felt this whole week was in process with her. I cried with so much sweet softness around my heart when I heard the news. Equally beautiful it is her time, as she was struggling with dementia for at least 3 years. So there's grief, but also sweet relief and spaciousness. And love, and sadness. And it's all part of this beautiful trip of life. I felt to share that update with you all. I look forward to sharing more in this new space, "Mystics in the Matrix." soon. Blessings, Darren

https://youtu.be/y2RAEnWreoE?si=EtT4pALxERGQxLK6 Chi Gong exercises I've been doing for a few years now smile 😊 brings me into my body and out of the chatter of the mind 🙃