How I would really like to know God I know Him But not know know Him And I wanna know know Him Sometimes in my prayers I negotiate, I’ve always been a little skeptical, I’ve always wrestled with my faith. I still see God through my nearsightedness and astigmatism. I still don’t understand why Evelio exists, why people suffer, and although smart people tend to believe they know better than God, and the rational thing may sound like stepping away, I want Him. And I wish I had somethign to give Him in return. Poetry, music, being a great talent at something and give it to Him. But I have nothing. Nothing to offer Him. “He just wants your heart” and He has it, but it’s broken and dirty. I cannot even promise Him my obedience because even that I ask Him for, to give me obedience. I could give Him my time but I’m terrible managing it. All I can offer is my tears. That maybe if Ge wants someone to cry with, He could cry with me. But I want to Know Him to. To really know Him, to understand Him better. I hope I get that once day, even though I have nothing in return for Him

Hey yall, was wondering if yall could keep me, my family and ex in yalls prayers thanks

Your prayers have had my back in really difficult moments. I love you guys and I think about you often. I also pray for you, my prayer life isn’t that disciplined but I will make an effort to pray for all of you more. I love you. Also my real name is bani Zareth, I just don’t like to have it in most of my social media accounts because since it’s pretty unique I feel like it’s too easy to be found by weird people. I’m from Mexico. I’m 25. Tell me more about you guys

July 4 2026 10:14 p.m Stop thinking that I don't provide for you or care about your wants. Yes it's true that you might not always get what you want but that doesn't mean you have to sit in suffering. I provide joys in life, I give you life to the fullest. I take care of BOTH your needs and your wants. You focus on your failures but I see you seeking me despite your wrestle with sin, despite your fleshly desires. Remember that what I call mine is MINE. What God has put together let no man tear apart. That also means the marriage between you and Christ- since your baptism. I take care of what is mine and I'm providing for you. I wouldn't have given you those things if I wasn't taking care of them and you in it. Breathe and know that I am providing for you ever need. Love, The Lord your God- Your Provider.

Hey guys I am back I have grown a lot and learned lots with Abba! ✨