Thanks for the provocative post. I started late in life after I retired. I'd spend way more time at it if entirely up to me (and I didn't have to fight for time). I began by writing songs, then as i produced them I knew I needed to know how to mix and master them, so in true Reverse Engineer fashion, I'm back down to knowing how to better write the song in the first place. My problem is my spouse who thinks I'm fiddling around, doesn't have any curiosity to understand one iota of this, goes into spasms every time she sees me in headphones, has actually embarrassed me when on a mentor call and thwarted two others. I really hate that. Of course, the more I learn the higher the bar for myself becomes, but I think I'm about to actually finish the first mastered song that I will be really proud of, knowing I've done the best I can do at this stage of my learning. And an LP in the hopper behind that. But, this feeling that others see this as John Nash (of the Beautiful Mind) hallucinating in my bedroom is really depressing. I'm down with sharing with any of you like minded people! Thanks all. ;)