Hi Guys and Gals, Just a little update from me; I'm still alive; I'm still working way too hard; I'm still failing at life; I'm struggling mentally; I'm struggling financially; and I'm still on the protocol. I am still alive: Really loving periods of my life, my girls, this community, and generally feeling a whole lot healthier and better all round. I am looking forward to living better and more. I'm still working too hard: I'm struggling to grow my business through a transition from one source of income to another, one big client every 3 to 12 months to lots of smaller local independent smaller clients with smaller payments, etc, feel so thinly spread it hurts sometimes. 105 hour working week last week including travelling across the country, it is just not sustainable so I hope the cycle breaks soon. It is not for the lack of trying, effort, or commitment. I'm failing at life: Despite being generally a good person there are times of extreme fatigue, spiteful people trying to hurt me or mine and I have struggled to hold my tongue and not get aggressive. I have let myself down in a few ways, by letting others provoke me into actions that are not me, but I fell into that trap. I have not dealt with dickheads well and upset some of my grandchildren. I totally lost my shit with one of my daughters husband for belittling, humiliating, and disrespecting her in front of my grandchildren and his mates. If they were not there he would have been in hospital now. My control over that kind of rage has become harder the healthier and older I get, which to me is odd. I will not apologise to an abusive dickhead so everyone hates me and believes I am the villain, this narcissists plays the victim well. Lois understands me and is still talking to me, she said, "I know Jason was a dickhead and I know you love me more than your own life, but I will deal with him as I don't want to lose you by going to jail, not for him, he is not worth it." Between you and this group she is divorcing him for physical and meatal abuse, I was so proud of her in that moment, she said "all I wont is to be like you and mum were back in the day, nothing more, nothing less". She broke my heart right there and then, but I felt so happy and proud she was strong enough to see through all her husbands bullshit and lies.

We had a blast, sorry if you guys missed it, but now you don't have to. I'll get the 2nd one up, too.

You guys, totally post photos below if you ever make any of these! Leave a comment and like the video if you want to help more people see it. 😍 https://youtu.be/iOxUi3W4b2o

From hundreds of diabetic conversations over the years, the biggest trouble with not being able to help more people is that since it's so profitable to lie to diabetics ( in the US alone, diabetes a $420 Billion/year market) and they're told it's either genetic (oh no, nothing you can do about it), or else they're told it's life long and progressive (since it's incurable, I might as well eat donuts and drink coffee and finish myself off happy). Either way, what they're sold is hopelessness. I specialise in healing hormones, healing the gut, removing toxins from the det, and male weight loss anyway. And breaking food addictions and making sure they don't put it back on. So that's what I'm going to focus on. Reversing diabetes will just be a bonus side effect. My goal is to start taking on a team of competitors for 6 weeks of unlimited coaching, whoever loses the most weight wins $500.

It will be this Saturday. The 21st. Click on the calendar to see it in your local time. meet.google.com/kvd-ztca-usc Share the link with anyone you know with diabetes who could use some free information that actually works.