Being an entrepreneur is the CRAZIEST thing you could ever decide to do in your life (besides being a parent) The rollercoaster of emotions, the too many highs and lows Some days you could be feeling like Tony Stark and some days like Color Kid (Don't know who he is? me neither, I had to google him) Lol My point is, some days you feel like you're in control of everything and things are great and you're winning and some days you feel like everything is slipping away, you just want to disappear even if it's for a while But you remember you've been called to do this, there's nothing else you'd rather do This is what you've been called to do and the call is our duty "We've been called to do a duty greater than ourselves, our medals and glory will come when we completely surrender to the call and serve at the highest level possible.'" We are entrepreneurs The game is just how we deal with all of the highs and lows, finding a balance so we aren't easily moved around The best part is reducing the distance between the highs and lows so they aren't at extremes. Nobody has it 100% figured out at the end of the day, we're all just navigating through it all. Learn to give yourself grace, as long as you stay in the game, you're doing great, as long as you keep making those steps, no matter how little they may feel at the moment, you're winning.

I was on a call with my mentor @Doug Boughton yesterday and he struck a thought that didn't sit in until this morning. It was a reflection on my journey with him over the last 3 years, how I've gone from struggling to figure this ONLINE THING to leading our community and being the head coach for one of the best programs you can find. I now earn more money in a month that most people in my country make in a year. PLEASEEEEE, it's not about the money, it's a reflection on growth, this is from the guy who was flat broke, sleeping on his friend's bedroom floor, to a guy who's recognized by some of the biggest names on the internet. It's the fact that the money I was looking investors who would just believe in me and my dreams and to just back me up, I now spend that money in a money in a month, sometimes in a week. If that's not growth, I wonder what is. I'm almost teary (actually I am) just thinking about it. It's not been an easy journey, but being able to watch and learn from the likes of Russell Brunson, Grant Cardone, Doug Boughton, Alex Hormozi and other legends made it easy I remember some of the early videos of Russell I saw, him being vulnerable talking about the tax issue, losing his team and all of that. I saw me in those stories, I saw the human beyond success, I saw my story was just a few years aware from what Russell had built Don't get it twisted, I am still MILES away from where I want to be, I'm simply acknowledging my growth and reflecting on the experience. If you're still in that "struggle phase" just keep pushing, you're not far away. You're just one decision away

Yesterday, I had an intense session with my coach who gave me the tough love I needed to step up I've been running away from the call since, in Russell's concept...I wouldn't say this is the Refusal of the call but the unwillingness to return to the ordinary world I've seen many things that brought me to understand that the Hero's journey isn't a one time thing (at least in my experience) For every new level you want to attain, you must repeat the process and it just continues endlessly as you continue to attain new heights Maybe I've been reluctant to return cos I know a new journey awaits Lol, I'm laughing at myself typing this, asking myself what is really causing the Resistance. Well, I made a commitment to my coach I would raise my numbers, show up more consistently, share my experiences authentically and connect with the right people. It feels different, but I believe it is good, so we continue

It’s interesting that this is the one community I feel comfortable enough to just come and share my most vulnerable thoughts, as raw and transparent as possible Maybe it’s because of Russell’s energy, maybe it’s because of the people, maybe both I recently got an offer that once completed, it can and will literally blow things up for me on a global scale It’s supposed to be a good thing, however, I’ve caught myself falling back into self sabotaging activities At least I’ve spotted early this time I’ve seen how it’s been a pattern, for every time I’m about to hit a big break, I just fall back into things that take me out of it and remain small It’s crazy to think of how gifted I am, the skills, the knowledge, the experiences and truly favoured by God Yet, I’m not fully walking in that reality There’s this part of me that’s afraid of getting that big, I still don’t know why, I’m still trying to understand it In my case, it’s not even that I “think” Naah! I KNOW!!! I’m VERY CERTAIN, I know how super successful I’d be, the big brand I would be, but I’ve just been delaying it, WHY?!!! This time, I’m willing to do things differently, I can’t keep causing my own delay, lol It’s crazy how I feel like I’m just delaying the inevitable, like there’s no way I’d not get there, it’s just about when! Typing this out has helped me put things in perspective I hope it helps bless someone else as well It’s time to move!

I remember in 2021, when I discovered Russell and binged on his content, absorbing his stories and experiences, him sharing his pain and everything in between, I thanked him I thanked him for staying consistent long enough for me to find him and for him being intentional about making it easier for me to find him Even now, I understand it deeper, having gone behind the scenes, connected with several coaches and experts around the world, and from my own experiences I have a great deal of respect for anyone who's super successful, cos I can relate to the pain of grinding, putting in your best but still not being seen or heard, just crickets There's this tendency to wanna stay small, not move, not take action, but who are you really helping that way? Who are the people still hurting cos you aren't showing up? Living your life to the fullest involves you stepping into your "being" and just being very intentional about your actions and how they compound over time to touch more lives and tell and even bigger story I've read messages of people that thanked me for what I did for them, some it's just the hope, the faith, the belief and little of the strategies and mechanics Just pure heart and commitment. I'm choosing to be intentional about getting seen, heard and to connect with the people I've been called to serve