@Sue Jacobs Thank you, and glad to not be judged. I had a lot of influence around me encouraging me to eat animal products and I was worried about my health with my hair falling out. But I think I was just doing so much hiking (nearly weekly 8-13 mile steep mountain hikes/summits) plus dog walking as my profession, I just wasn't getting enough fuel in. So instead of upping my fruit and greens intake, I went towards more sugar, fats and even animal products. I then broke my toe and quit hiking all together and drastically decreased my dog walking but I just kept on eating the same for like 3 years. After a month now of cutting the fat and animal products out, I'm planning on going all raw again this week. I have access to bananas, dates, oranges/orange juice, and greens. Mango is now available here, but hit and miss if they are affordable. I miss papaya and mango so much (and champedek, rollinia, mamey sapote, durian etc etc!). You are right, smoothies do really help with calories and throwing some greens in I will definitely do too, but I'm slightly confused right now on how much calories I should get in considering I'm not underweight anymore, but I am under muscled and have this cellulite or whatever it is and fat on my belly that Ive never had.. I do want to lose that.