Hello dear souls. First of all I’m from Holland and my English writing is not so good. 😅so i hope people can understand what im writing. I have to talk about something, that no one of my friends of family can understand. And I can’t talk about it with them. I feel lost in my spiritual journey and in my life. Did a lot of soul searching,spiritual stuff, meditations. And lots of more soul thing's. Loved life and loved people. I had a lot of joy in my life. But now I do not feel it anymore. I feel lonely, even if I have a lot of friends and a best friend as my husband . stil I feel 😔 lonely in a lot of ways. (Spiritual and in life ). I’m not depressed or something. but I’m just lost in a way. I can not meditate anymore because I can’t focus or concentrate. when I want to listen to podcast of other stuff what is a spiritual massage of an interesting massage for humanity, it’s just like I can not focus or concentrate To keep listening to it. Friends,fam or other people always talk with me over there problems. Even that I can’t take anymore. I want to help but I do not have the energy for it anymore. If I want to do something that always made me happy. It doesn’t give me the joy that I always had. And so on,so on Pfff don’t know what’s wrong with me. It’s just like I’m loosing my spark. It makes me happy when someone Els is happy ,or when I make someone laugh. But I can’t feel the joy for myself In things. I was always a happy person and I have lots of love for everyone. But now I feel I just want to run far far away but than I realize I still wil be alone. I don’t know what wrong with me

here is a meditation from high vibe school to celebrate hitting 30K people in the high vibe tribe! whats your favorite part of this tribe? any suggestions to make it better? anything else you'd like to see? let me know in the comments below!

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and what was the breakthrough or realization or catalyst to that change? and did your outer reality change as a result of this inner acceptance? sharing will be a reflection for us all to see how we can accept ourselves more and what transforms around us as a result! also reminder breathwork is this Sunday at 12pm EST! link is in calendar section and a reminder to not eat too much prior :) My answer... I used to not accept my weirdness and thought I had to be like everyone else. I would hold back esoteric concepts I was passionate about and almost pretend to be "normal" and into what everyone else was. As I accepted it more and wasn't attached to judgement from others I became more free and then outer reality reflected back people who really resonate with the new me. I attracted my high vibe tribe and then felt more confident about myself. even if people didn't resonate with the new me I felt happy about myself and no longer attracted people who only accepted the "normal" aspects of myself.