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The Delusional Recovery Group

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💃🕺✨ HEALING DANCE PARTY ✨🎶
Okay besties - let’s move some energy 🎧💛 Drop a song you LOVE right now Something that makes you wanna move, smile, or shake it out 💃 👇 How to play: 1️⃣ Comment your favorite song 🎵 2️⃣ Tap the GIF button in the comment bar 3️⃣ Post a dancing GIF 🪩🕺💃 4️⃣ We all listen + dance together in the comments No deep talks 🧠❌ No processing 🫠❌ Just vibes, music, and nervous system joy ✨ I’ll be in here dancing with you - don’t leave me hanging 😌🕺 Let’s heal through rhythm today 💛🎶 https://youtu.be/lXDc_KDmAxE?si=KVl3aYXp4EAtXjz6
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Tiny win check-in ✨Let’s reset your brain 🧠
What’s one small thing that made you smile today? No big stories. No deep processing. Just a little win. Could be: - good coffee ☕ - a song you replayed - finishing something you’d been putting off - a quiet moment - a laugh you didn’t expect Drop it below and keep it light 🤍 Let’s fill this up so we can come back and scroll through good vibes !!
Tiny win check-in ✨Let’s reset your brain 🧠
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• I always get my daily dose of coffee •Faith and I listened to our favorite song ‘Mighty Name Of Jesus’ • Did some cleaning • Had a little bday party for Faith’s 6th bday (just her & I) 💜 And got brunch at a restaurant 😁
Unhealed trauma
It makes complete sense why they do it BUT then again it doesn’t because emotionally intelligent people are aware and sees what’s truly going on underneath
Unhealed trauma
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For me though; my relationship was a mother and child dynamic. I was telling him how to be an adult. It was like I was dragging a child behind me and then throwing a grown temper tantrum. Thinking I was expecting him to change. Change is part of life. It’s part of growth. Change is always scary when you’re comfortable with the kind of lifestyle you were already living BUT as a mother; I don’t get to make excuses. I have to take care of my child’s needs, comfort them, take care of the responsibilities even when I’m ready to explode. Right now though… I am super, super, super on edge. This weekend showed me how triggered I am and I feel like a horrible mother because I’m just easily overwhelmed and upset. And I feel like I’m failing my daughter. And I don’t want to hurt her like my own parents did and it’s just so difficult. I wish I could control my emotions the way I want to and that’s so difficult when you feel like you’re getting hit by a bus.
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@Jennifer Medina oh I totally know what you mean. I push her away when I’m overwhelmed; not physically push her away but my 6 year old shouldn’t see me breakdown in front of her. She doesn’t understand why I’m crying or why I’m hurting on the inside. She doesn’t know or understand the kind of battles I’ve endured and one day I’ll get to tell her the truth. She doesn’t know that her dad beat me up and I took the blame. She doesn’t know all the things he’s done to me and I don’t want her to feel obligated to carry my emotional state or pain right now. Her step mom is making her take care of adult responsibilities. Her step sister tells on her about everything and her father doesnt even show up for her like he should. He just pawns her off to the wife, the grandmother, great grandmother or even his sisters. But the wife and him have a child together that’s almost 2 years old and he gets a lot of the attention. Or the step sister. And the funny thing is; her name is Faith (my daughter). I picked it out when I was between the ages 10-14 years old and I didn’t understand why until all the nasty custody battle became my life. That’s the only reason why I don’t end it all; her. I miss her every single day. I pray to God asking him to just return her to me so I can protect her, love her, and keep her safe. I do know about grounding! And I do need to take an epsom salt bath to detox also! Yes I will definitely plan on sitting outside when it’s not 5-7 degrees because that crap is RIDICULOUSLY COLD. I’m prioritizing me rn; I’m just missing someone that I shouldn’t even miss 🤣😭🥴
My Chaotic Night..
I still need to type out a post about what transpired on Tuesday night but that will have to wait due to the fact that I got hit hard with my MRI results… so I got a call pertaining to my results at 3:24 yesterday. I have officially been diagnosed with multilevel degenerative disease at 27 years old. It’s not very common for someone at my age to have this condition. It’s mild but it will change everything for me… And it’s truly overwhelming. So I instantly called my avoidant ex. We spent months together so he was fully aware that there was something wrong with my neck and spine. We both knew something wasn’t right; I’m in pain every day. No matter what. So he was the first person I thought of telling the news. I needed comfort. I felt alone and just overwhelmed with emotions. Finding out that I was right. Finding out that I wasn’t crazy and could feel my body just screaming on the inside. That my intuition was right… so I asked him to come over. Mind you; he told me he contemplated and thought hard about calling me back, and even coming over, but he still did. And honestly, our night wasn’t horrible. We actually spent quality time together and had fun which isn’t normally the case. We usually ran errands together or went out to eat but never did something together; we played Mario kart and watched a show… But it was due to the fact that I was emotional over my results. Our relationship is just in limbo and done for the time being. He wants space and to be alone and so I have to respect that. But deep down Ik he cares; that he is scared, numb, and hurt from everything that has happened between us and even in his past. So I have to respect that. I just know deep down he knows what he had in front of him. He knows that I was loyal, honest, loving, truthful, cared, respected and loved him unconditionally but until he finds himself and heals; there’s nothing more I can say or do to help him. Even though I’m hurting in all aspects; like absolutely no joke about it…. I’ve done everything I can to show him who truly and genuinely cared about him. And I won’t be waiting either, which he fully knows that. I’m just so hurt, so sad, so lost in all of the news/what has transpired and I don’t know how to feel about it.
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@Chloe Fulton thank you! I knew something was wrong when I was told my height was shorter than my usual height. It was weird; I went from 5’5”/5’6” to 5’4”… suspicious lol I’m just tired of sounding like rice krispy cereal in milk 🤣 snap, crackle and pop every second of the day lol
Truth is I really miss him...
https://youtu.be/nYggceXasSo?si=GJw-A6aka4oFDm55
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@Jennifer Medina i miss him too honestly. I’ll wake up in the middle of the night or I’ll go to sleep thinking about him. Even he’s the first person on my mind. Wondering if he came to realize the mistakes he made not trying harder, meeting me half way, or making changes that are necessary to make the relationship stronger.. I truly under how you feel. I just wish things could be different because the pain I’m feeling is so horrific. 🫶🏻💜 I am here for you!
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Sydney Elliott
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27 year old mother just pushing to change lives for the better! Here to leave a lasting impact!

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