Hey Keith, I was navigating this planform and I came across your message from December. Brother, I also dealt with a loss during the holiday so I totally understand what your feeling right now. I hold on to the fact that we serve an awesomely amazing GOD. You and your family walked through a very heavy season, and I pray that God has met you with comfort, strength, and moments of peace sometimes in ways you won't even recognize right away. Father God, we thank You for being close to the McGowans and remaining faithful in every season. We lift them up and thank You for the comfort You have already given and continue to provide. Strengthen them, cover them with Your peace, and remind them that they are not walking alone. May Your presence continue to bring rest, hope, and renewal. In Jesus’ name, Amen. Stay blessed my brother, everyday is a battle, armor up.