Working on different geometrical relationships for the Solar Cross Calendar, a symmetrical 13 month calendar. I saw that if you divide the circle in 52 weeks you can draw 4x 7/11 (Great Pyramid dimensions) in radial symmetry. 13 weeks for each season, 1 for equinoxes or solstice, 13th one is the last week of each season, and 11 weeks to make each pyramid/season. The square that the 4 pyramids makes is the same perimeter as the cycle. Then start making the ‘flower of life’ pattern for 6 rows, to draw the infinity symbol for the equinoxes, and the Sun and Moon rings of the calendar. I think this could all be reversed engineered from two spots I found in the ‘flower of life’ to find the square that makes the pyramid, which would mean all proportions is derived by geometrical principles and no measurement is required, but I have to test it first. IG: @solarcrosscalerdar https://www.instagram.com/p/DRhGKFPjOS4/?igsh=MXRnaTd4Y2I4NTk0dQ==

In my early twenties I picked the need for people to be proud of me to go into a career that was not a nurturing environment for me - the male dominated world of structural engineering and construction. I tried hard and worked long hours until I just couldn’t anymore and something compelled me to leave - I knew there was something else for me - a different way of being, of living - this was the point for me - that feeling inside that my life was not to be this! Around the time I had my children, I discovered and studied Earth Healing and the energetic world opened up to me. I read and explored as much as I could find and started to look at the world in a different way. I did yoga, I meditated, loving the spiritual aspects that I was experiencing but still searching for the ‘thing’ that would light me up. I found that in Shamanism and studied and learned and healed, becoming a practitioner and teacher in the shamanic way of healing - at last something that made sense of life, how we interact with the planet and each other and that energy that is all around and is known by so many names - I call it Spirit. My journey continued on and I found in recent years that I was helping more and more people to find themselves under the layers of their pasts, to discover the burdens they were carrying, so that they could release and let them go, as I had. Through this time my challenges have been through old family patterns - what would people think of me doing this 'spiritual job' - is it even a 'proper job'?. My friends came and went and I've worked through a lot of rejection and isolation - illusions but pulling out the energies that trigger us and make us feel less than and can keep us in lack. I feel this challenge is about me stepping forward and showing my true self to the world as I help others to do - so need to walk my talk right?

Good day I noticed that this morning’s campfire was from 5 AM to 6 AM but last week it was 7 AM. Can you tell me is this a permanent change? I suppose I could just check the calendar now that I thought about it, looking forward? Is it possible that there can be another one set of a little later in the day these hours are very difficult to achieve for my schedule pst. Time

Before In the “before” section of all this, it was probably the period right after finishing university in England, where I had studied architecture and then philosophy, before returning to Greece, where I grew up. That first year back in Greece, my father — who had been struggling with depression for many years — was getting quite old, and dementia was starting to develop. It was just me and him at home, and I was taking care of him. But his health deteriorated quickly that year, and in October 2010, he passed away. After that, there were many phases of grief. At the same time, I was trying to figure out what to do with my life after university. I was also in a relationship with a woman, and I started working as a freelance filmmaker in various roles and productions. But the situation in Greece was difficult — financially, because of the crisis and the economy, and also professionally, because I didn’t really fit in. As the years passed, I became increasingly depressed and lost. Something inside me just wasn’t landing right on a subconscious level, and I knew I had to make a change. Without really knowing what that would be, I took a leap of faith: I ended the relationship I had been in for about seven years, took the 300 euros I had in my hand, and went to the U.S. I’m also half-American, and I had some connections on weed farms in California, so I went there to trim weed and figure out what to do with my life. After that first season was over, I thought about going down to Los Angeles to try to get into the film business there. That was in 2016. Crisis Just before I moved to Los Angeles, I went to Death Valley and ended up spending ten days there by myself in the desert. There was this deep sense of communion with something greater than me — a feeling of freedom, as if my new life was waiting for me. As soon as I got to Los Angeles, I felt that sense of a new beginning. I knew a few people in town, and after a couple of months of networking and trying to find a job, I finally landed my first film gig.

I actually felt really inspired by Alica on the call yesterday and redid by breakthrough story - and that is what I fed into GBT - the result is me - so aligned and has brought something deeper out of me that I can transfer into the work I offer. The message from me is - don't play safe - if you are unsure - go all out and get deep into your grimy stuff - Its so good 🤩