I’m a former athlete who hit a low point trying to catch my freshman pitcher going into her first Varsity game in the circle. They asked me to warm her up and it was a rushed situation. I haven’t been able to squat and catch my pitchers in a long time. I didn’t have my bucket, so I tried to squat and catch her with someone else’s stiff mitt. It was impossible to hold the position and catch with that mitt. I think I was at 230 pnds. I now weigh 190 and can squat and catch again. I need to continue to invest in myself. I need help to really focus.