Sarah’s Breakthrough Story
I’ve already posted this on IG as I’ve been doing the Messengers challenge by Shanti & Ihsan (@sister_shanti & @eyes__in__), so here it is! I’m 38, I’ve been living in Montreal, Quebec, Canada for the last 6 years, but I’m from Northern California. I moved "pour l’amour" (for love) - my husband is from here, we met in 2013 on a video game and got married in 2019. We have two kids, a 4 year old boy and a 10 month old girl. I was diagnosed with ADHD and put on stimulant medication when I was 6 years old, which turned me into a zombie. I was sent to a private Christian school and taught to not think for myself. I basically learned I needed to be quiet and obey. I’ve always felt like I don’t fit in. I seem to be cursed with friendships, I’ve been abandoned and replaced so many times. I have a big sisterhood wound. I grew up seeing an unhealthy/unhappy marriage, codependency, and alcoholism. I had to learn to forgive my parents and detach myself because it was draining all my energy. I think I’m an empath and also clairsentient, I feel others’ emotions and energies, as well as things that other people don’t seem to sense. But I want to develop this more because I seem to have trouble protecting myself. I’m extremely sensitive to the energies, and other things like the moon, the weather, Schumann resonance, astrological changes, etc… I’ve always felt called to help people but have struggled to figure out how. I became a nurse but quit after one year as I felt mistreated and like I was just a pill pusher, not actually helping anyone. I had my dark night of the soul when I was 19, and tried to end my life but was unsuccessful. What was worse, no one close to me seemed to even care. So I closed off my heart. I had my first spiritual awakening when I was around 20, but my 20s were very rough. I was on a desperate search to find answers, and to find myself. I had another spiritual awakening after the birth of my first child, and I began to understand. I had another one after the birth of my daughter, and I remembered who I am and why I came here.