Hello Lads, 44 year old Durham Dad here. Like many of us, Iโve been sat pondering what is the point of this whole โlifeโ business. I feel like a passenger in my own existence at times, but I plod on for my wife and kids. Honestly donโt think I would still be here if not for them. Been working hard since I left school, always living on the breadline, I donโt have the smarts to work my way up (council estate lad, council estate education). I donโt qualify for any government support either. Struggled with depression for years, recently diagnosed as autistic, which explains a lot of my past and existing struggles. On a more positive note, my interest include, heavy metal music, horror and true crime stories, football, pro wrestling, reading and writing books. I love a pint and love a good quiz, although I do get too excited and shout out the answer when I know it lol. Looking to find a side hustle, was hoping publishing my stories would be it, but thatโs not proving to be a success.