Starting this trip, I was nervous and dealing with a lot of imposter syndrome. But being here and surrounding myself with this group has helped me grow into a more confident creator. My editing has improved, my creativity has expanded, and I can honestly say I see content creation from a completely different perspective now.

hit 10k in 2 months… that still feels crazy to say out loud and on top of that, we’ve already got multiple videos hitting a million+ views but frs, i wouldn’t be here without my coach. every time we hop on a call it’s not even like work, it’s just a good time and somehow i still walk away learning something new every single time super chill, no bs, just real guidance that actually helps you grow also gotta shoutout daniel for building this community. i know a lot of us slack sometimes, but he’s always grinding for us behind the scenes and that doesn’t go unnoticed appreciate everything fr, this just the beginning @Arizona Akin @Daniel Coffeen

I’ve built a better network of content creators over the past few months that now I can get advice on specific things and return the favor when needed. Content creators who have a good group of people around them always go farther.

I hope I did this all correctly 😅 Day 1 — Struggles & Wins (get real) 5 Struggles -  I struggle financially, I have a hell of a time keeping my finances in order I feel like I’m constantly on the run for what’s going to pay my bills next, living paycheck to paycheck has really affected my self esteem and my ability to explore and experience new things - Believing in my self is one thing that isn’t to easy for me. And it’s weird because I haven’t completely dropped the ball on everything I’ve ever done in life but there constantly that voice in the back of my head that tells me the million reasons why what I’m doing isn’t a good idea or I’m not doing it right, it’s a voice that pulls me down when I try to motivate my self to keep going - I over think about everything I’m constantly controlled by what the outcome might be instead of just living in the moment , I find myself zoning out thinking about the worst out come of the situation I’m in or simply not allowing my self to be fully immersed because I’m to worried about what might happen good or bad. - There’s a side of me that doesn’t feel like I’m fully providing for my family I have a step son who is 5 and my fiancé. Every step I take is to propel this family forward into a better future financially and mentally ,I had a tough time growing up as most did but I cannot imagine making my family go thru a life like I had but every day there’s that voice that says I’m not doing good enough or I should have done more - I struggle to have self confidence in myself and the way I look not because I’m overweight or anything like that I just find my self disproportional I’ve tried keeping a gym schedule but I always seem to get side tracked with life and everything else going on ______________________________________ 5 Contrasting Wins: - Even tho finances have been a big struggle in my life right now I’ve been able to slowly put together the funds for a down payment on my first home which could create more financial problems but I feel like these opens a new path of motivation to make sure I really have my bills paid - Self esteem has been a hard one when that voice come on in the back of my head I try to make myself remember how well I am doing , I have an amazing family and a great job that pays decent and a ton of great support around me -  Overthinking has been a pretty big part of who I am a really big way this has helped me is making sure that all the little details are accounted for in my life and my family’s , it allows me to keep us on schedule not for get important dates and events such as our new home that we’re buying my fiancé didn’t want to check In the attic and I needed to know what was up there so I went ahead and check and we needed finding white mold 🧐 - My family is my biggest priority in life 90% of what I do is to make sure we as a family are safe and secure I did have the best up bringing so I am constantly on the prowl for how exactly I can be better than my parents for example it may seem dumb but I never got the option to have things that were close to my parents we never really bonded so I’m always trying to take my step son out to do fun thing like going to the park and riding bikes together - Confidence is something I’ve always struggled with when I graduated high school. I knew that I didn’t wanna be the kid in the corner eating lunch alone Anymore so I started to look for ways to advance my social skills and my confidence and I started working in door-to-door sales and I’ve been doing that for almost 3 1/2 four years now and it is taking me great lengths I have so much confidence in myself now makes life a lot easier.

5 Struggles - I worked (and still am working) for several years for someone that has always paid well but consistently takes my work, creatives and such without thanks or payment and disrespects me rather consistently.  - I consistently put pressure on myself to deliver and I seem to always do well for other people but I’m not showing up enough for myself and my business  - I am not brave or bold enough to go “all-in” on myself and my business.  - I deal with moments of feeling overstimulated, overwhelmed and stressed with frustration. This in turn makes it harder to push myself and business towards where it needs to be because I feel I can’t give myself fully to any one thing during these moments.  - I am fearful of becoming my parents later in life. They didn’t do well to set themselves up for retirement, made poor investments and bad money decisions. I strive to do, in a lot of ways, the opposite of what they did and sometimes to the extreme.  5 Contrasting Wins - Disrespect: Even so, I learned EXACTLY how to operate a successful online business. The sales, the clinical skills, the product, the funnels, etc. Social media is the last piece. I know I’m off to the races if I can complete this.  - Pressure: When I apply that same pressure to myself, I succeed. There has never been a class, exam, client assignment, patient, etc that hasn’t lowered my standard for myself.  - Brave: I am brave and bold in so many ways within my life. Snowboarding in the Rockies and the Alps. Sticking up for friends. Protecting and supporting my fiance. There is no reason I can’t turn that on for my business.  - Frustration: The frustration in those moments needs to be redirected into productive energy. That won’t be what allows me to get to my goal nor aid me in my current work. But if I can harness that and repurpose it productively I can confidently take more steps forward.  - Fear: It’s pushed me to make sounder financial decisions, stress and worry about finances in a good way so that myself and fiance can live a happy life in our golden years.