@Ruth Levesque Oh wow, Ruth. I just watched this and I'm honestly so moved by your courage to share all of this. So much of what you said resonated with me. I too felt for the longest time that something was wrong with me, so I turned to drugs, tobacco, and alcohol. And I also went into nursing school for no real reason, my mum's a nurse, so maybe that's why? I'm a regular visitor to self-destruction mode myself, so hearing your story and seeing where you are now gives me so much hope. I was also assaulted by a couple of patients during my time in nursing, which is why I ultimately left the field. It's such a violating experience, and the fact that you kept going through all of that... I see you. I'm so sorry about losing your dad, especially with things feeling unresolved. That's such a heavy thing to carry. Your story is going to resonate with so many women who are silently struggling. The ones who look like they have it all together but are barely holding on. You're giving them permission to stop pretending and start healing. Thank you for trusting us with this. I'm cheering you on so hard 💕