i have to start somewhere, so here goes... On the topic of Truth tellers, i'm interested to hear where others spend their time gathering information. While i understand this is topical and subjective, i've noticed a trend i'm experiencing that i abandon a source i trusted when they step across my lines. i spent an hour a day watching The Bongino show for years during Russiagate, but quit when he stopped Ukraine coverage. it seemed to me he was avoiding the topic of the massive money laundering in favor of lesser importance stories. you see where he is now? I use Viva Frei for legal analysis, but crickets from him on the Tyler Robinson Gag order? red flags for my "pro Israel" radar. "cat up a tree" coverage is overt avoidance. My 23 y/o son says he watches Fuentes, who i had audited and understood the 'shock jock' aspect coupled with the appeal of taboo topics. disproportional Black crime, Racism is natural, etc. i told my son "they" would "get to" Fuentes and he would sell out, after my experience with Trump's reversal on campaign promises. and now Nick's acceptance of the Tyler shooter narrative on Crowder has many convinced. (i've only watched 1/4 of his 2 hour interview on Piers Morgan) Tucker was amazing in his interview with Qatar’s Prime Minister. consistent values on display. i'm also using maybe 3 or 5 channels for the TPUSA questions being asked. I'm more political than Religion focused, but look for any references as a springboard to Scripture. i have to say, after 8 years on a "conservative bubble" politics forum, i had to walk away when faced with lockstep Zionism there. two admin announced criticism of Israel was "chumming" and bannable. echos of Pam Bondi censoring? and literal posts in a "RIP Charlie Kirk" thread stating 'Second amendment comes BEFORE the first'. epitome of a dog whistle, by multiple members. To which i learned: Titus 3:9-15 https://becomingcloser.org/titus_long/never_teach_a_pig_to_sing.html

I know it has been a long time since I’ve contributed here, and for that I apologize. What started off as enthusiasm for a great 2026 has been tested in difficulty after difficulty after difficulty. Purified by fire. Adversity. Grief. Clarity. Courage. Wash. Rinse. Repeat. How do people live life without Jesus? Time spent in the Word. Time spent in prayer. Interceding. Listening. And what I recognized just today is that the adversities (and they are soul-crushing sometimes) will continue, and so will the Holy Spirit. We are alternately being strengthened and purified. Empty me. Fill me. Use me. Hold on to Jesus, brothers and sisters. Life is not fair. It was never meant to be. And God still wins. Hang on!

Hey everyone I logged into my X account earlier and my feed is just full of these latest file dumps and there are some shocking and horrific things in it. It seems like power structures across the entire planet, from the very top echelons right down even to local councils are infested by people who are utterly depraved. The initial shock of seeing some of these awful files has me questioning how we can live normal, good and honest lives when we are surrounded by all this evil. Then it occurred to me that I pray almost daily for discernment and now it makes me wonder, are these latest files deliberately dropped now for some reason? Why now and not months ago? Are they to distract us from something else going on? It's such a confusing time where I am questioning everything and trusting in very little. Has anyone else been diving into this latest scandal? What's your thoughts on it?

Most people think Rome persecuted early Christians because Rome hated religion. That's not really what was going on. Rome had room for religion. Rome was drowning in gods. Temples, shrines, festivals, sacrifices, household idols. The issue was not that Christians had beliefs. The issue was allegiance. Rome could tolerate private faith. What it could not tolerate for long was a public people whose highest loyalty did not belong to the state. Now, to feel why that mattered, you have to picture how Rome held the crowd together. They used a rhythm. A system. Keep people fed, and not just fed, but fed for free. Grain distributions meant survival was tied to the system. Life stayed smoother if you stayed compliant. It quieted unrest without needing soldiers on every corner. Then keep people entertained. Games, festivals, spectacle. Loud enough to drown out reflection. Then keep desire active. Always something to crave next. Status, pleasure, comfort, approval. Keep people chasing. Keep them busy. Busy people do not ask big questions. And wrap all of it in ritual so participation feels normal, not forced. Altars. Processions. Public sacrifices. Honor the emperor. Not because everyone believed deeply, but because participation was the signal. It told the empire, I belong. I'm safe. I'm one of us. That's how you manage millions. Not by persuading every individual, but by shaping the crowd. Then Christ broke the rhythm. The gospel did not just give people new opinions. It moved the center. It rewired loyalty. And once loyalty shifts, it shows up in public. It changes what you do. What you refuse. What you will not say just to keep life easy. Because Rome's religion was not just spiritual. It was an economy. Temples moved money. Festivals moved commerce. Idols had supply chains. Craftsmen made statues. Vendors sold offerings. Trade groups often had ritual meals and offerings tied to the gods, and participation could affect your reputation and your ability to work. So when Christians stopped bowing, they also stopped buying.

Was watching an interview of Bassem Youssef on Candace, i cued the video for 2 minutes of your time to point out "nothing will change" i reflected on my activities, and believe i've switched my focus away from 'cursing the darkness' to trying to touch the lives of those closest to me. While i don't believe 'true' altruism exists, i've seen how a little attention spent in ministering (in my own unique and imperfect way) helps my general attitude and outlook. i feel no compulsion to explain or document online what i do from day to day, but i trust if i am properly focused, it is God working through me. the video segment maybe nihilistic, but should encourage you to make your small part of the world just better. the entire point is "what's MY responsibility?" in perspective. yes, i look for these things, because the oppression is real.