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Are you truly awake or just accepting that you are without knowing that you are, and if you are awake, how do you know you are awake and what have you woken up from?

I had a nightmare/dream just now. At first it was terrifying, and I felt just as in control of my being as I am now. I was at my parents house and everyone was asleep, as they currently are now. But something drew me to go outside. It was dark of course, but after moments of being out there something didn't feel right. Then I started hearing heavy breathing. It wouldn't stop, and I couldn't figure out what it was. So I went back inside. I woke my parents up, told them. But the only one who spoke was my father. He told me to have "devotion". I didn't understand entirely, but I accepted that and went back outside with my dog. We heard it again, but it was louder and it felt it was, in a way, making me breathe frantically and heavily as well. Then I spotted "it". I seen what was the smile of a demented being staring deep in my soul. I, for some reason, wanted to try to intimidate it by walking towards it in anger. It didn't work, it only fed it and it started to make its way towards me. I noticed there was a little boy beside her, but it wasn't like her. So I paused, and began praying to God and telling this demon I loved it so much. But words wouldn't come out. I could feel how hard I was trying to speak but nothing of words came about. But regardless my intentions were so strong, I began to see it weaken and cry. The sun started to come out, like a beautiful pink sky morning. After I continued, my words became clear and it began eating its own fingers and hand. Then it disappeared. I then woke up in a cold sweat. I began asking my self who this was, and the only name that popped into my head was ZoZo. I have read about this demon back when I was younger, probably 13 or 14. And in this moment now, I can say I still love it aside from its attempt to torment me. This wasnt the only dream that I've heard heavy breathing, its been happening for a little while now but I never could figure it out in the past dreams. Being honest, I couldn't have been more appreciative of this dream. I felt I've faced it, even though part of me in the dream wanted to run in a way. Let me know what you think, much love 💜

Studying words is studying consciousness. Consciousness is INTELligence and INFORMation. Information is words/numbers Words are weaponized against us in the game play reshaping our psyche and leading us to unwittingly consent to the contender (symbiote/system), that strips us of our authority and authorship. Our objective is to identify the negative terminology (terms) and programs (words)—what we refer to as "catch words" (traps)—and to reformulate and reorganize them to align with our principles, terms, lores (laws) and regulations. This is the sole method to break free from negative programming. We cannot escape the MAZE until we break free from the negative programs that confine us. MAZE A complicated irregular network of passages or paths. labyrinth WEB NETWORK meander warren jungle COMPLEX NETWORK NETWORK OF PATHS rabbit warren TANGLE (entanglement) coil complex catacomb (Sounds a bit like the MATRIX right?) WE ARE IN A MAZE AND WE MUST FIND OUR WAY OUT. A MAZE IN GRACE We are GRACE… sacredness sanctity godliness blessedness saintliness spirituality devoutness piety devotion divineness faith reverence righteousness divinity purity inviolability religiosity virtuousness sacrosanctity consecration worship asceticism venerableness beatitude humility unction piousness religiousness holiness goodness AND THE MAZE IS IN US….

Spent the morning in self reflection. Noticing how light and dark presents in every day. Suffering lead me to finding myself again. I know the path isn’t linear and I’m made aware every day that lessons are laid out on it. I think I need to learn patience and try not to blame ego for the root of all my problems. Still so much to learn.