Section 2 of the Awakening Assessment just showed me that the kid who wrote D&D stories and painted knights didn't disappear. He got buried under "achieve and stay invisible." Turns out my authentic self isn't more impressive - it's sillier. And that changes everything.
Just got my ADHD Snapshot and one line stopped me cold: the thing I've never been able to explain about my brain is the exact thing the people closest to me have spent years criticizing. No wonder I stopped trying to put it into words. Turns out the 7-year-old version of me who started watching humans through glass wrote a letter that the 50-something version of me really needed to read. Excited for Day 1.
Just started the ADHD Awakening Assessment and already discovered that what I've been calling "no motivation" is actually my nervous system carrying a 50-pound backpack nobody else can see. Also realized the "shifts in the wind" I sense at jobs aren't paranoia, they're a pattern. Curious what the next sections reveal.
Section 2 of my Snapshot just hit different. I always called it "frustration" or "bad luck" - the relationships that crashed, the layoffs, the friendships that turned critical. Today I learned it has a different name: grief. And I finally understand why I only see the office politics a year too late, while everyone else catches it in the meeting.
@Lynn Berry Grief hits way different than frustration. Grief is somehow deeper, and speaks to a loss or losses. Grief seems to speak to a systemic level of constant frustration. Like being a pilgrim in an unholy land.
Just finished all 3 sections of my ADHD Snapshot and realized something. I've been calling my struggles with people a "skill gap" I need to close, like I just haven't worked hard enough yet. Turns out I read logic fine. Nobody ever taught me how to translate myself to people who don't think like me. That's a very different problem.