Team, This experience was extremely personal for me. I’m going to share more at the end, but suffice it to say that finishing a 100 mile ultra is about 90% mental in my estimation. For as long as I can remember, I have had some demons that have been chasing me and causing me mental anguish. This was the mental test that I needed to vanquish them for good. This is a long post. This is catharsis. RACE BUILD UP: I shared previously that my build up for this race was in a word, suspect. My back got obliterated working out a month ago and it significantly limited my prep. Two game changing calls with Jordan and Ryan got me in the right headspace for the race. I realized my limitations and that helped me reframe my race and avoid any self-doubt and fixation (as I am want to do). I was going to do the best I could and that was that. If I came up short, I could always try again. I also got a very deep muscle massage 5 days before, which I highly recommend. All of this put my mind at ease and I slept like a champ the night before, which I greatly needed with all the travel in the weeks before. THE RACE: I chose the AT100 for two reasons: - It fit my race calendar - It’s known for being extremely well-supported, which was important, as I was running this solo The course is 16 miles of single-track and then an out and back. It’s hilly (16k) but you wouldn’t classify it as ludicrous mode. However the way the course is laid out makes it more challenging than you might think just by looking at the elevation profile. The way out has more climbing and the downhill is very rocky. There isn’t much time to make up in those downhill sections, but that plays to your advantage on the way back. Secondly, there is almost no flat, you’re working your quads the entire time. The need for a crew became apparent almost immediately. Despite getting there with 45 mins to spare, I had to park about half a mile away from the start and schlep my gear. The race started with a pig seuy chant, because Arkansas, and we were on our way.