I'm having an interesting time in observation during this brief time after Sunday ceremony. I don't recall much of what I shared as it felt like just a flow without editing or contraction. I do recall sharing about my plans to facilitate in the world though. Whenever I express things of this nature to others I have an after effect of what I can only describe as cringe! There is a place within me that feels incredibly uncomfortable and it also brings up some fear. If any of you are familiar with human design part of my design I'm learning is to actually speak my intentions to others on the path to making them manifest. This is an incredibly fearful place for me partially about just being vulnerable but also I am observing a part of me that somehow thinks that if I actually share it then it will not happen! Very curious and I'm wondering if anyone can relate. I very rarely talk about myself and have not for years and nobody in my actual physical reality knows much about what I'm doing. When they ask I kind of deflect or focus on the mundane parts. I really keep it all to myself. Part of that I do believe though is conserving the energy of the process until I'm ready however, my reaction to the openness on Sunday is something different and has caused me to contemplate!

I know Ryan has talked about vaporizing tobacco. Does anyone else use tobacco consciously (or otherwise)? I use tobacco, but mostly just as an off and on addiction if I'm being honest. Applying intention to cannabis totally transformed my relationship with it. I would like to bring more awareness to my tobacco use. Ryan and anyone else -- do you use intention and the same overall philosophy we apply with cannabis, to tobacco?

Hey everyone, which topics / themes do you want us to do a workshop on? Drop your suggestions below 👇