I really miss my avoidant but they don’t want anything to do with me. They seems so happy moved on and detached from me it’s crazy. We broke up 6weeks ago and stopped talking over a week ago and he seems to just be living free and happy I really just want us to work things through. This is so rough and hard on me

Well guys he used to follow 3 of my accounts off of both of his accounts today he unfollowed two of them. Deleted the comments we shared under instagram and followed a new girl. I’m very much feeling anxious and unwell about this

Hey guys soooo I was talking to dom and I wanted to show you guys the things my avoidant has been reposting so…yeah

So my avoidant has been VERYYYYY active on social media. I reactivated my social media and one hour into my story he viewed it. I may be a little delusional idk y'all but he's been watching me and reposting alot.

Sooo , I sent the avoidant a paragraph as follows( he has been reposting petty garbage about us n pretending to be oh so hurt ) : Hey S, I really appreciate all you've done for me over this almost last two years. I really didn't want everything to end up ugly but they did. I will no longer be engaging seeing as I haven't received much of a response these last few days. wishing you all the success in art, school and what ever endeavors life brings to you:) happy holidays, god bless and take care. Which they said to me : Good morning I know I have given you the dissatisfaction of my silence and I’ve been very avoidant when it came to constructing this message telling you how I feel about it all truth be told I just want to be done with everything and not having to confront it, but knowing good and well deep down that I was going to have to confront it at some point so truth be told I don’t want to have another conversation. There is no other conversation that needs to be had. What’s done is done. I apologize on my end for how things turned out to be. I apologize for making everything ugly. It really is on my end. I apologize for stupid decisions that I’ve made over the course of or dealing and outside of our dealings as well and I just want you to understand that you are warranted to do everything that you feel the need to do. I am in full support of whatever you feel is right but I know on my end I am completely checked out with everything and damn near everyone so I hope you have an amazing year at UCF. I hope your future endeavors regarding kinesiology the health sports and exercise science propel you to success that you have never seen before, and I hope you achieve all the stuff all of the goals that you set your mind to so I hope you have a great rest of your day This is all I have to say take care