I am choosing the path of the grounded seeker

Spirit comes to me in many different ways. Nature animals come as signs. I've been able to notice this with family or friends present. Mostly when I am alone in Nature. The person who does notice has their eyes get big. And then I can feel that a door of opportunity has opened for them. I feel so grateful for the Universe to gift me in such a special way. Still I often just go for weeks or months till it happens again. It seems there are many ways to show gifts of spirit. I'm always open for that to happen. One of the most enjoyable gifts was to see by remote view of another's aura in colors through chakras as the colored lights flow. In years past I did this very often. With permission first I ....could alter the energy flowing in helpful ways. That was .... back about 15 years or more ago. I also did a lot of Tarot reading about 35 year back that seemed very powerful and helpful for people. Always for free. I did not know how to monetize it. Though I am lucky .... always finding cool stuff for free. :) Sort of like the "poor artist syndrome". I felt so alone before .... that I asked the universe .... to find me some psychic friends. In a month or so I had found some friends I would meet with, and learn new things. That was about 12 or 15 years past. Who knows what I will experience next? I would like to have a hippy like commune. Still don't know how to make it happen. I like to build and landscape. Now I am making a large composted garden space and a smaller house to move into. It is an artist's work for me. ~ KPS ~ 1-20-2626

Say you had to fail at gun point .... had to walk the "Trail of Tears". And there was no winning? Could you still win? If your children still received vision, family values, and steady work effort for a better life still pushed for. Sure to build the perfect dream is every ego's hope. Do you have a long history of coming back from every adversity? I my life was s measure by the bigger pile of gold.Then I was a horrific failure. Yet is my life was more like angel's book of a beaver's dam. Rebuilt time and time again. My life was a magnificent accomplishment. What have I lost. The perfect marriage I worked at. The loosing on my self build home to a tornado. My damaged mind and damaged body ... always some how managed to rebuild back. I picked strangers along my path as to project and accomplish real help of friendship and spirit help. When I have been the lowest .... I still would rebuild. Even now my two successful sons do not have the same perseverance dream of success. They don't want the big house I built with only minimum wage and humongous effort. Even now at 68 will not rebuild the large 4 story pyramid house that was still standing after the 1-12-2023 tornado. All the houses and shops blown apart around my heart and home on the hill. My neighbors had big incomes. They had insurance and rebuild. I had to suffer a defeat in victory. Now presently rebuilding a small octagon home from salvage lumber of older broken projects.. Built over the the uncompleted concrete storm shelter. I had begun to build 22 years past. I lost in money and in a large network of friends. Just a few gems., A few special friends that I shared sacred friendship and magic. Bad breathing. Weakened body. I still push myself to build something each new day. Building a new dream over an uncompleted abandoned tornado shelter I had started while still with young sons and a once loving wife. All that era and time was not lost. So I instead rebuild come where over the abandoned storm shelter. Plans to move into a smaller house. Like a vagabond old hippy. I search for sacred materiel to rebuild with. I have great joy when I drag home more junk for my art.

Thank you ~~~~

I have many spiritual experiences. Just do not know how access you prerecorded classes. I been looking and can't see how to open anything.