YUP....kinda unrelated, and related topic - but, I found that the moments I try to look to my future, worried how I'll achieve certain things, get certain things, wondering about the how and when... then I stop because it makes me feel bad and powerless, so I look right in front of me, I search closer at what I earlier might have deamed just a gray beach of gray dull sand... As I look closer thought I find treasures, and ways to reach and achieve my goals right here in the now... In ways I imagined was never possible... When I am too much in time i project my sense of lack into my future... I felt a lack of home, so I projected that fear into the future... how will I get there???... How will I achieve that??? Not with my minds nosie of some future plan to get out of my lack, but just notecing what I have here and treassuring it... I was shown what my true sense of home is, and how many forms of it is in my reach right here, in the now... So I feel into that feeling of having a home... I know by doing that, I will eventually land in the new places I want to go... but it's only here I have any power to achieve anything anyway, right now is the only place I'll ever exist, and the only place where I can reach out my hand for what is... "many hugs"

@Sherry Patterson yes, it's that balance... just because carrots are good for you, too many and you'll be poisoned... to much structure and you get stuck, to little and you loose track of goals that matter to you... 🥕 I like making free floating structures, I know I need to do this in this time frame, but how and EXACTLY when is up to me in the moment.... I find that I work slow, and need more structure and frames becuase if not, I get TOO idealistic, and nothing gets done 😀 life has some time frames, and eventually I just need to tell myself something is good enough and move on... You know what's cool? when I look back at my life, I see how things always happened at the perfect time, so it makes me feel more comfortable right here, knowing that things seem slow in the moment, but they're not... I believe my soul and the unvierse helps me make the most of my time here.... no detours, only paths back to yourself.

Hmm, not much... I had a dream of being a cowboy in the US, and in that dream I died in a tornado. Then I turned into my current embodiment. It adds up with dreams my mom had of me before I was conceived, and looking into my family history, many of the men did move over to the US. But - is it relevant for this life? Nah... I don't find it so. It's cool to know, and it got me thinking about this: if we keep being born with the same soul family, doesn't that mean we are, in essence, our own ancestors? There's also been a vision of me living a life in the Amazon in the same body as my twin. Cool to know, I guess - that our souls are so similar we could work as one. the momery helped me feel deeper into connection. I've also heard talk that a human can be embodying multiple streams of souls at once. I don't see that as being impossible, things are usually more complex than what our human mind likes it to be. I also had this vision approach me during a meditation of this ET being who had the same soul as me. But she is her, and I am me. I don't view us as the same thing, because we are two different embodiments that just happen to be channeling the same soul. We have that in common, but we're also unique expressions - I am me, and she is her. Instead of viewing the soul as a lump of energy inside my body, I view my body as a radio, picking up a specific frequency, which is my soul. And in the spirit world, it exists with all the other frequencies. Like a rainbow - every color has a frequency, and my body only picks up one color of this rainbow. It's more like our body exists inside the soul, rather than the soul existing inside the physical as a lump of energy. I'm sure past lives and soul incarnation might get complicated fast, because the soul is more fluid than we like to think. Ultimately, it's all you anyway. And in some realms time don't exist, and everything is happening all at once. Ultimately, we're everything. I know I exist in certain colors, places, shapes, and times because they resonate with my soul. Everything is created from soul, like a frequency that creates shapes, colors, and sounds. Then it gets more complex and turns into all sorts of things. So my soul is not just found in other humans, but also in all sorts of things - animals, plants, even locations. Even a spesific sound can resonate deeply with me.

@Lee Patterson Yes. In a calm way... I'd want to just sit with someone next to me, or just feel someone close. To not do anything, just sitting in stillness and to feel... To get more familiar to what it's like to just feel someones presence, to notice what it's like to be able to communicate with someone without words... I just want some time and peace to be in that space... To flow and to play... As a child I recall going to it and needing it too... I guess it's completely normal, but it felt unormal being present like that with my family lol. The next step is probably something like speaking and expressing myself more from this place... I still have a drive and passion to create things, and that part is as much me, but it's like... hmm, trying to merge these two side more? I got no about that right now...

@Lee Patterson Yes my plan is to eventually take the root camp course 😊 Just by the few sessions I've taken I've already come to know how impactful it will be... And yes, you're absolutely right, I'm sure there are so many more spaces I haven't found yet... It always goes WAY deeper then what I THINK 😂

Oh my gosh, sherry please stop getting hurt so often 😅 You make me worried these things will keep happening... Ouffa, please heal up well ❤️‍🩹 Also I would enjoy hearing more about this topic! I'm finding it verry relevant for myself right now... I start to notice that, the more honest I become, with myself and others the happier I feel... It's been great, and it's getting better as I get better at it...

It's really neat and organized.