Any admin available to help guide me through purchasing premium account, $55/month?

Hi spiritual rebels, I finished all the free content. How can I access now to the next level? Appreciate any help 🙏🏽

Hello, fellows, hope you all are doing great! I want to seek for any advices from you in this path. I am a full time trader. I usually tend to do great for a couple of weeks in a row, then by the third week I don't know what happens but I lose myself in front of the chats and profits escape from me substantially. And has jeopardized my performance as well as my scalability. I made some analysis on myself and things like lack of patience, attachment, bias and wanting to be right steal my presence and awareness and my ability to "just be" in from of the charts while I'm doing my job. aka. Amygdala Hijack... Maybe someone's familiar with this in other contexts, hope we can help each other!

As a researcher I can’t explain this feeling. There’s something on the other side that’s trying to get me to see it… I’m almost there.. just more!!

Recently, on a Sunday morning, I went for a walk alone, feeling very energized. I had no plan, my light limbs carried me steadily but lightly across the ground. I entered the forest. I looked around, saw a large V-shaped branch, and sat down comfortably. I sat with my eyes closed, my mind clear, sometimes opening my eyes to look at nature, then closing them again. A breathing technique for releasing DMT came across my mind. I started doing it. I had done it before, but this time the result was slightly different. When I exhaled my last breath and then took a breath to hold it, I was pulled back, pulled by the back of my head, but not fall down. The inside of my skull and chest lit up with heat and brightness. It was as if two light bulbs had been turned on. It was wonderful. I opened my eyes and felt reborn, th na meditated again. After a while, i stood up and moved on, feeling even ligter than before, like a forest beeing stepping around, just to be. Has anyone had similar results with this lighting up? Could it be dangerous (burning out the circuits?) and does it work in such a way that you can light up all areas, chakras, and they remain open forever? I took one time that substance from outside, that time, i was entirely out of my body, being the big room i was in and then having a vision.