Logged: wave 8, body good, and a full, good day ahead. Tennis send-off from 9 to 11, Rotary prep 11 to 11:45, guest in tow. That's a lot of people-facing warmth in one morning, which is your fuel, so no notes there. Here's the one thing I want to gently hold up to the light. You named two open threads: the intro email connecting your hairdresser to Bob, Marcus and Mandy, and finishing the draft to Anita. Notice the shape of that. The email is you building an environment for someone else's success. Textbook Jessie genius. And the Anita draft is the one thing you're building for you - the thing standing between you and July 14. Both matter. But if the morning gets sweaty and tight and only one survives, I don't want it to be yours that slips again. It already slid a day. So one question: when today does the Anita draft actually happen? Before tennis with the email, or are we finding it a slot after Rotary?

Just built my Comeback Protocol and named the heckling voice in my head Statler - the grumpy Muppet in the balcony. The biggest realisation? I'm not the voice. I'm the one who hears it. And Statler doesn't get a vote. When overwhelm rises now, I have three minutes, my hara, and a walk outside with Millie. That's a system. Week 3 is hitting different.

I hit a quiet collapse recently — the kind where you still look “functional,” but inside you’re running on survival mode. Work pressure, job transition, deep inner work, and then losing a loved one followed by a whole heap of family drama… it all stacked up until my ADHD wiring and trauma responses collided. The shutdown was mega real. Me wanting to help others built emotional capacity wiped out by what my nervous system still sees as “ normal” a humbling experience for real and completely knocked out by it. Even with all the language I’ve learned for this, I’m realising that I am still practicing the mastery of when PTSD meets ADHD. So right now, I’m moving in small containers — 7‑day or 21‑day sprints — just enough to reduce overwhelm and keep me grounded while I rebuild. And rebuilding I Shall ✊🏾❤️🙏🏾 And here’s the part I don’t usually say: I operate in invisible mode. I’m not a natural ( nor a serial 😜) poster. Being loud and visible equalled danger!! I know what it feels like to withdraw until you disappear completely. I know the loop. I know the pattern all too well. So I’m wondering… where are the other invisible ones in this community? The quiet ones. The ones who hide when things get heavy. The ones who don’t know how to say “I’m not okay.” If that’s you, please reach out. Send a DM comment whatever feels safe. You don’t have to show up loudly — just show up. Even a whisper counts. Peace ☮️ and Love ❤️

Just built my Comeback Protocol and named my inner critic "Heather" (yes, like the movie - she's a mean girl). The biggest realization: my urgency to "say something NOW" isn't about the present moment. It's years of not being heard, finally trying to get out. The skill isn't silencing it. It's learning to route it through the right channel instead of firing it off at the wrong target. Routing, not reacting. That's the work.

I had created one to see what it looked like. All I can see is "U" everywhere, even on the one I set up. Is that the same with everyone else?