Hey y'all, I'm at a cross roads in faith today, super low to be honest, yes his love is freely given but I'm feeling everything any thing else that comes with that has to be earned and I'll never live up to that standard. His love is free but if I'm not in alignment with his will for my life then nothing else flows and my life has been chaos for almost a year, a year of chaos and survival mode and I'm about to give up on him and this walk. So idk what kind of prayers I need right now but I'm so alone and turning God and getting silence is breaking me more..... So if y'all could pray for me that would be cool. Thanks y'all.