My heart is pretty heavy tonight y'all, I'm seeing things that God is revealing to me and it makes me sad that I have been willing to compromise where God doesn't want me to be in places I have been in, if that makes sense. Willing to sacrifice myself for the sake of others yet again, hurting myself and probably grieving the Lord also. I know he can bless me with better, I know he can sustain me and fill the empty places and fill the voids in my life but FEAR AND LONLINESS are gripping me, the uncertainty of when the promises will be fulfilled is killing me. I want the good gifts he has for me I'm tired of my life being empty promises and broken words and nights of silent prayers and tears on my pillow. I want joy and laughter again. I want glory I want the joy of the Lord, the woman that was so on fire for god that nothing and no one could make her stray away, the girl who laughed with God not this version of me who resents him who loved me first. The ache in my chest is the lump in my throat and tears on my face. How could I let myself become this woman. I'm so broken. A broken piece of glass shattered beyond repair is how I feel. I wish I could snap my own fingers and make it all better. I want God to make it better faster than how it's been going. Healing and changing and turning away isn't easy. So my heart is heavy and broken in pieces. Maybe someone else can relate or maybe not but if y'all made it this far please pray for me. Comfort and warmth and peace I wish I had right now

hey wise sisters🤍 if you’ve been part of this space for even a little while, I’d love to ask you something… would you be willing to drop a short testimony in the comments about how this community has impacted you? it doesn’t have to be long or perfect, just real. something you’ve learned, felt, or experienced being here. I’d love to screenshot a few and share them so others can see what God is doing in this space… and honestly, so I can hold onto it too. 🥹 no pressure at all, only if you feel led. I’m just really grateful for each of you and I want to mark what’s growing here 🌿

Hey y'all, I'm at a cross roads in faith today, super low to be honest, yes his love is freely given but I'm feeling everything any thing else that comes with that has to be earned and I'll never live up to that standard. His love is free but if I'm not in alignment with his will for my life then nothing else flows and my life has been chaos for almost a year, a year of chaos and survival mode and I'm about to give up on him and this walk. So idk what kind of prayers I need right now but I'm so alone and turning God and getting silence is breaking me more..... So if y'all could pray for me that would be cool. Thanks y'all.

I want to take a moment to gently set the heart for what we’re building here. This community isn’t meant to be surface level. It’s not a highlight reel or a place where we feel like we have to package our healing nicely. This is where we come to go a little deeper. It’s where we can say the things we usually only silent repost. The things we type out and delete. The things that feel too vulnerable to fully express out loud. My hope is that this becomes a place where we can pour it out safely. Our fears. Our triggers. Our trauma. Our questions. Our praise. Our testimonies. All of it has a place here. There is so much healing that happens when we’re honest and witnessed without judgment. And I feel a deep responsibility to help steward a space where that kind of honesty feels safe and held. Scripture says that where two or more are gathered, He is there… and I truly believe that applies here too. The Holy Spirit is welcome in this space. He’s present in what we share, what we’re learning, and how we’re growing. I’m just grateful to be a vessel and facilitator for what He wants to do among us. As we build, here are some gentle expectations for the culture of this community: This is sisterhood. So we lead with compassion, confidentiality, and respect. We hold space for each other without judgment or comparison. This is trauma informed. So we understand that healing is layered. We honor triggers, survival patterns, and emotional process without rushing one another. And this is also a growth space. We’re not here to stay stuck, but to surrender what we’ve been carrying and allow God to rebuild us in truth. Here’s what you can expect as the space continues to grow: • Weekly guided meditations rooted in scripture, reflection, and journaling • Live Bible studies where we walk through books of the Bible together • Honest community conversations and support threads • Trauma informed teachings around healing and emotional processing • Self-paced courses added into the classroom over time