Honestly, I came on here to see how you were doing today because you tend to have these feelings of sorrow coinciding with major holidays and events, like the 4th of July. I just know it's a pattern, like the spiritual atmosphere shifts for you or other prophets and those sensitive to the Spirit, maybe? The connection I could see is increased alcohol or partyingon holidays, which could be. But I don't really believe you are this distraught every year spiritually, on every holiday? I don't know, maybe 2026 and increased party activity on holidays isn't a good combination. Regardless, I'm praying the sorrow will ease up for you 🫂 I know the Body of Christ seems to be going through it based on comments in here so you aren't alone!