Day 13✅ I’m not sure if this constitutes a trigger or just my response to the trigger, but I sometimes (too often) find myself feeling resentful about how much effort and thought it takes to plan and prep my meals, make sure I’m getting enough protein, drinking enough water — all of it. Which leads me to want to rebel — against myself? — and “sneak” food, an extra handful or spoonful of whatever I just took the time to weigh or measure on the food scale, running my spoon around the inside of the yogurt container after I’ve made up my overnight oats jars to “clean it up.” It’s a “you can’t tell ME what to do, but *I’m* the “you.” I feel at cross-purposes with myself.