I don’t know even to where to begin here. Christmas came and went and watching my son open and play with gifts was wonderful. Even though it was his second Christmas, it felt like his first since he could experience it. With all of that I wish I could turn back time and make a different decision about how we spent it. My sister in law messages us the day before Christmas Eve saying that her and my nephew were getting over a cold and that they would wear masks while we are there. With all the rain that we were having I already was having second thoughts about going, but I “caved” and said we could go to their house. Now I am regretting it. Friday my son became very snotty and struggled to take his nap during the day. Every day since has been a nightmare at night. This is his first cold and it a doozy. Now my husband isn’t feeling well and we both aren’t sleeping well. I know I can’t protect him from getting sick forever but I’m just annoyed and angry at family for telling us late about them being sick and then not enforcing my nephew to keep his mask on or stay up stairs so that we wouldn’t be exposed. Not how I wanted to spend my Christmas and my husbands week off from work but here we are.