Last nights dream of my spiritual rebirth (got goosebumps)
Iโd like to share a dream from last night that honestly blew my mind once I understood it today. In the morning it just felt like a strange but beautiful dream โ but tonight, after my daily 20 minutes of meditation, the dream suddenly resurfaced with full force, and the deeper meaning hit me so clearly that I got goosebumps. The dream began with me standing in a church, in one of the back rows on the left side. Next to me, in the aisle, was a baby stroller - I have to say I have no children. I pulled it closer and placed it beside me. Inside was a baby boy. I reached down and played with him, and he immediately lit up โ laughing, smiling, full of pure, radiant joy. It felt incredibly warm and alive. I picked the baby up and held him in my arms. He looked over my right shoulder toward the back right side of the church โ and there stood my mother and grandfather who passed already. I wondered why they were there. I thought, this must be 30 years ago, and for a moment I felt that I was the baby, since my grandfather died more than 25 years ago. But at the same time I also felt that I was myself as I am today, holding the baby in that same place โ a first strange thought and feeling of nondual awareness that made no logical sense in that moment, could not explain that feeling and I looked back over my right shoulder in direction of my relatives. The relatives weren't just watching โ they were delighted. Their faces were glowing with warmth, joy, and pride as they looked at the laughing baby. And it seemed like everyone in the church felt it โ as if the whole room lit up with happiness because of this laughing child. Holding the giggling baby in my arms felt absolutely amazing, incredibly beautiful and peaceful. I only could recognize my passed mother and grandfather, but there were many other relatives I could not recognize in that moment, but I literally felt there were many other relatives. Then came the moment that changed everything. A clear thought appeared in the dream like a inner voice: