Hello, my name is Susana. I'm 21 years old, trilingual, and still learning more languages—I’m a huge language enthusiast. This year, I’ve truly connected to God as part of my self-discovery journey. I’ve been praying before every meal with gratitude for everything, and having these mind-opening conversations with myself and God. I’ve never been happier... but I also struggle with understanding who I truly am. I feel I’m someone easily influenced, like a chameleon that changes with every connection. I consider myself a very empathetic person; to me, there’s no strict right or wrong, and I know human beings are naturally contradictory. But often, I change my own conceptions or ideas after listening to someone or even after watching videos online. It’s as though my own ideas aren’t strong or convincing enough for me. I don’t really like this idea of being “not authentic” or “not myself,” and I wonder if I’m people-pleasing—though it doesn’t entirely feel that way either. Does anyone understand what I’m trying to express? Is it wrong to be easily influenced? I’ve been writing a lot about my own ideas and trying to form a clearer concept of what I believe. But I still have this feeling that maybe the things that Im writing are not really myself.. maybe I’m not really myself. 🤔 (maybe iam overthinking)

My dads side of the family all had acne growing up, it was a phase and it eventually went away in their late adult hood. I myself break out everywhere at times and have been dealing with skin issues since I was a teenager, and I’ve tried everything in the book to cure it once n for all, eating healthy not eating processed foods and exercising, balancing my hormones etc, etc these actions help, but it’s never truly gone away fully. I sometimes wonder if acne is a generational curse or I wonder if maybe acne is just a manifestation of suppressed feelings? There is more to acne than just acne. people tell me It is just genes and some people just have “the acne gene” but I don’t believe that’s true. Anyone else have any ideas on what causes this? I don’t want a topical cure I’ve tried all… I need a spiritual cure

But when you get it the box is empty because everything is empty and you've been enlightened the whole time