Being more aware of my neediness to be always on control of my life . The shame that I feel when I am not doing what is “supposed”. Trying to be right and do “good” because I am terrified to be judged by others. Just want to let it flow and let it go all efforts . Grateful to be here , LTC Ashram 🫶

Today's Lesson 222 says "God is with me. I live and move in Him." (ACIM, W-222). What does this lesson inspire within you? What comes up for you when you say... "God is with me"?

Heartpoet here, I noticed much of our fear stems from an uninvestigated horror of the unknown and this poem came to me: Why not live out on the frontier of Joy Out on the leading edge of a larger Love? Why not declare Peace on the world? What if all the clamouring data of days Simply drops? Life speaks now in an intimacy that ends relationship This revolution has no return This is the revelation of the open I of eternity Set fire to your temple of not enoughing And plunge into the infinite well Break the spell Of yesterday, some day When I click my fingers You will wake! And quake in the majesty of what is Real The tide is coming in On our sad story of loss and despair And erasing what was written in sand Listen now to the hush To the thrumming of wonder To the coming of our new day Listen to your heart Means enter into the center The point Where the portal is Open

Being aware of my hardest true that I want to be in control of everything in my life. Surrender to Holy Spirit and let me be played by God

Listening Healing the Shadow Virtual Retreat was a salvation for me! This week was so huge with triggers. Now I can put light in the triggers and receive them with love and kindness. Hurts so much. I just want to binge eating or overthinking about all the decisions I “need” to make for my future. Today I’m going to be with emotions and feel them as never before. A good Sunday for all 💗