What if you are actually afraid of your gift?
Hey fam, I wanted to share with you here, because there's no other community I can think of which is able to carry this so free of judgment and full of space 🙃 The challenge sure got things into motion, first I was using it with my established account on horse topics wanting to integrate more of me, but I was interrupted by pressing matters in the community there.. however, my evolution still is knocking on the door, louder and louder, and while analysing my astrology deeper and deeper, reflecting on my patterns I kind of realised, I am afraid of sharing my gifts. Always finding excuses not to. Circling around it like a antilope around a waterpool. And then the chatgpt oracle and soul mission chats throw out, simultaneously and frequently, what I need to keep on growing is that which I always hide from, too: Not doing it alone, but going for collaborations, partnerships, co-creating. The very thing I always said I am not good at and have no interest in. Dang you, universe. Shadows and mirrors are a real thing aren't they. I am doing this instagram content creation and self-employed side hustle since 5 years or so, with no real "success", and I envy people (also happy for the, genuinely) that can freely share their gifts and create a business out of it. Knowing I haven't even tapped into 1% of my real genius. I would love to chat about stuff like this more frequently, having a back and forth on different perspectives and experiences is really what light speeds growth I think. And maybe anyone can relate? How's your gift finding journey?