Just to tell you to be carefull about who contacts you in your messages. I had one guy who wanted to sell some dropshipping stuff. Can't believe they come here too...

Hey guys, first post. I'm grateful to be here, and my thanks for the knowledge passed. It's been a long road here but the internal work is substantial and exponential. 🐵

Hello all!! I’m just exploring this community to meet like minded reality explorers. I’m excited to hear from others about their experiences and share some of my own. 🤩🥰

Long story short, I've struggled with depression all my life and started getting out recently. I've been eating self-help, philosophical, esoteric, spiritual, you name it, stuff for something like 5 years. Even though as stated above it gets better, it is so painfully slow, I hate it. Today I quite felt good, had the home for myself... and didn't do shit. So in the end I just went back buying a bottle and I'm drinking again behind my computer. Sorry for that, I guess I just needed to get it out of me. I know, see, it gets better. I should make it with time. But why does it have to be so slow? God or something could just tell me what my purpose in life is and I could just get started at once. I really feel like I'm wasting time I should be spending making the world a better place. I feel sad and frustrated.

I'm a hypocrite with the fact that I don't want to prove that I'm deserving of such money. But hear me out: (P.S. This post is strategically written to make sure you see my hypocrisy as well as my intentions to change my life.) I need such money because: - I have sabotaged almost all my relationships, and I'm infamous only for asking for money. - I need to get therapy (to fix my relationships and behaviour as a human who is probably a stubborn covert narcissist) and proper nutrition that I've lost due to addictions and excessive masturbation. - I need to get a place of my own to live a life where there's cleanliness, healthy (mentally) people - I need a MacBook to learn a skill and not have concerns about frequent repairs - I can clear off a few debts, which will help me be mentally free - I need to be independent of my parents' financial support, because I've depleted so much of their resources for no justifiable reason... - I don't want inheritance money as a manifestation, because then, I will lose my parents. no son wants that.