We’ve been reflecting on why we are a part of this community… One part certainly joined because of Rey 😎 Another part wanted to connect with likeminded people 🪄 Another part hopes to deepen understanding and discovery of God ✨ … That’s naming a few 📝 But when we reflect on what we identify as being a “spiritual rebel” we are uncovering this 🕵️‍♀️ So the curiosity is, what makes YOU a spiritual rebel? Perhaps your perspective and personal beliefs can help orient me into a greater awareness or authenticity 🧩

What are you searching for exactly, and why are you searching for that exact thing? When you find that exact thing what do you intend to do with it and how do you hope that it will enhance your existence?

Can someone try explaining surrendering/letting go in a way that just breaks it all the way down? I read books and hear people talking about it, and every time I sense that I’m starting to surrender, I eventually realize I’m not fully surrendered at all. Perhaps more surrendered than previously, but I keep getting stuck in thoughts that judge my reality in negative ways. I’ve also chosen solitude heavily this last year, as I feel I’m not ready for society anymore. I tell myself I’ll go back to societal ways when I’m in a state of love and abundance, which I get the taste of in very short doses from time to time. Then I think to myself that I’m attached to being surrendered, as I don’t want to live externally until I feel a certain way, which seems counter-intuitive to surrendering. It’s really hard for me to heal when I’m always with people, as I’m way more relaxed by myself. Then again I crave human connection.

Unfortunatley, we weren't given a human users manual. We are rarely taught how to have a healthy relationship to thoughts... ... so they often drive us crazy because it feels like they are out of our control. At least, that's how it always felt with me. This year i've decided to build a new community to help those who struggle with the monkey mind find peace. If this resonates with you, we’d love to have you here 🙏 https://www.skool.com/monkey-mind-masters/about?ref=c8a8106c6f7148d99c2dc4330777ec2a

This feels like a place to discuss dreams. A few weeks ago I had a dream that was pretty memorable. In the dream I woke up in a bedroom that was super decked out. Gorgeous. I went to the mirror and I looked much different. Long Hollywood hair, like a panteen pro v commercial. I had a closet full of beautiful clothes, jewelry...I'm not exactly the glitz and glam girly girl type so this was all very out of character. I was like, "uhh...ok?" I walked out of the bedroom and the house was amazingly beautiful and dreamy. It was a lighthouse that had been remodeled into this elaborate home. I noticed the walls of the tower were carpeted and these creatures were flying around and clinging to the walls. I realized they were my cats, but with wings. I go down to the main floor and everything is just stunning. I walked through the house and looked in the laundry room. In the washer were clothes spinning in the soapy water... And there was a live snake in the washing machine with them? At that point I became lucid in the dream. I see my family in the family room. My daughter is layed on the couch playing on her Switch, grumpy. My husband is rushing around packing up boxes and stressed out trying to make it to the post office in time. It was...just like normal life. In that moment I noticed out the window a whole separate cottage that I knew belonged to my daughter and was an art studio. I suddenly also just knew that my husband had cars, fancy clothes, a collection of shoes, and a basketball court somewhere on the property. We had everything any of us had ever wanted. My 2 German shepherds were running around outside in a beautiful field and there was a doggy mansion and swimming pool out back. I had this sudden understanding that money didn't exist in this world and all we had I had manifested like magic, so my daughter's discontention and my husband's stress didn't make sense. I began to tell them both that I wasn't from their world, that this was a parallel reality or a dream and in my world everything was crazy and conspiracy theories were real and Alex Jones style doom and chaos was going on 😂 They both looked at me like I was insane and were like, "um, that sucks?" Then out of nowhere a hurricane started and the sky went black and the house started shaking and I woke up.