I find myself incredibly sexually attracted to men and completely repulsed by the vagina. Conversely I find myself drawn to strong women and repulsed by men when it comes to other qualities that have to do with the ego or personality. I am very sexually confused...it's eluded me all my life. I've been taking the tantric path to try and pinpoint when and at what point I get aroused. What should I do so that my desires don't overtake me...or take me down a dark road?

This monkey right here ⬆️, has just begun the discovery mission of his life! And I finally found the right place, the right teacher and the right community to fulfill this mission. After many many years of searching... Just so grateful for finding @I Am Rey and this community of like minded, down to earth people and teachings.🙏🏼👏🏽💫🫡💙

I just completed the entire "3 Peths" section in the classroom section. And what an absolutely amazing compilation of lessons! What a fantastic gift from God and from His universe this Skool group had been for me. Everything single topic in there is like a mirror reflection of what has heen happening in my life, and with my life for the past several DECADES. I have spent years and years reading, studying, meditating, doing every kind of affirmation under the sun, journaling, events, etc. You name it. I've probably read it or have done it. And I have done all of these, consistently, with great discipline and dedication. With belief... But nothing ever seemed to be really happening! I was reaching a point where I was thinking " thiis sh... doesn't work!" Pardon my French. Although I have always been blessed with being able to attract wealth and amazing opportunities in my life, I could never seem to be able to hold on to these many, many financial and material blessings I have had in my life. And I had been living in lack, scarcity,.worry and anxiety, and way below what I knew I was capable of achieving in life. Just tremendous pain,, because I would always end up losing everything over and over. It wasn't until I discovered everything that @I Am Rey is teaching here, that a lightbulb turned on in my head, and I discovered that some very painful years I lived through when I was a child and a teenager, had left some enormous identity wounds and traumas, deep inside of me. A huge set of blocks I inherited from my father first, and then with my mother after my father passed away, and which I had failed to realize just how much they have been impacting my life, my businesses and my finances, for the past several deacades! And nothing I was doing was ever going to work, because I was my living my life sleepwalking, and these traumas, and the monster mind, or the lizard brain that they created, were still running my life this whole entire time!

Lets just like each other today...