Today was cardio day, and I was excited to go for a run. ๐คฏ I don't even know who I am anymore. ๐๐ It was hot as balls, and Maryland humidity is so thick I felt like I was running for my life through a heated swimming pool. I'm pretty sure my freckles joined hands at one point in an attempt to save my pale ass from the sun. I'm not even trying to track what my heart rate is because I'm still at the point with running that I'm too focused on remembering to breathe and convincing myself that I'm having fun and everything is fine. ๐ฌ There were a few moments when I thought I might puke, and my brain started imagining me passing out in the sun and dying with only the squirrels to mourn me. That's when I slowed down, because the goal is to live better, not to panic attack myself into becoming lunch for the turkey vultures (those bastards are aggressive). I made it home alive after sweating off what little had remained of my boobs and just discovered that there is a power outage which means no air conditioning. Send help. But! I did it, and it didn't suck that horribly. A moment of silence for all of the woodland creatures I passed who failed their final game of Frogger and went to be with Jesus.๐๐ผ On a serious note, I pushed harder today because I pictured you guys running with me, encouraging me to keep going. I am always so amazed by the amount of support and the lack of judgment there is in this community. I want to say that I have so much love and appreciation for all of you. This is such a healthy, beautiful space where people treat each other the way human beings should. Have a great day, everyone, I'm off to find chocolate and watch Thai bls๐๐ค