Last night, I intentionally gave myself real permission to fail. As I stated in my post, things kinda flew off the rails, and the cool thing was.. I was aware of it. What at first was judgement and self criticism, turned into acceptance and surrender. I noticed these judgmental parts in me and I acknowledged them. I didn’t tell them to go away, I didn’t shun them. I gave them space. I gave them love. I gave them peace. That shift from pushing away to letting in made all the difference. I went to sleep in this aura of loving acceptance towards and around these parts and I woke up today feeling incredibly motivated. I planned my day early, executed what I set out to do, and still had enough energy to absolutely torch my legs at the gym. None of that came from pushing harder. It came from taking the pressure off. What in taking away from this experience is this. When I stop demanding performance from myself, my system actually wants to move. Motivation shows up when there’s space for it and those parts of me that get all judgy and blamey are there to serve me too. Self-acceptance isn’t the opposite of momentum. It’s often the doorway to it. ✨

Are there any upcoming social events with this group? I would love to get more into community with like-minded individuals like those in this group.

Ok... not that I fully believe it... But I've noticed a pattern. When I'm giving if a lot of energy... positive or negative charge didn't matter... I just find additional difficulty with anything electronic. Lights, phone signals, TV glitches, computer glitches... What gives?! 😅 And maybe it just me... but i suspect... this happens to a lot of us.... Comment if you ever experience wierd energy transference to electrical devices.

I went to the gym and let it become a time vortex. I got consumed into my workout and let things slip through the cracks. Ironically, the thing that supported me physically ended up costing me momentum. Still, I’m calling this a successful failure. YAAAY Because I caught myself and I reflected, I see the thing that gets to change and will thrive in a new version of myself tomorrow. The lesson: When I don’t create a container around something I enjoy, I tend to let it expand until the rest of my day gets squeezed out. Awareness unlocked. And the experiment for tomorrow is simple: Structure the day in a way that protects energy and prevents overwhelm. Earlier bedtime tonight + Setting clear containers tomorrow = moving with intention. Growth sometimes looks like productivity. Other times it looks like catching the pattern in the act. 🎯

What does one write about when nothing comes to mind. Life has been nothing short of incredible. Incredible experiences with incredible people. I feel blessed to be beyond belief and I’m overjoyed to lean into the idea of alignment. Things seem to be coming to me in every which way, and I have capacity. Tipping my hat to the universe as I travel to the next mountain to climb…