Would be nice to think this is finally the last begining I need yet as we know the journey is elusive and frustrating as heck! Glass full thinker constantly forgetting how many times these beginings are still the only dam constant! I'll plug on then..

Just got to the part of my ADHD assessment where I had to write down my inner critic word for word, and realized the voice telling me I "never finish anything" isn't even mine. Meanwhile I literally rebuilt an entire house with my own hands to escape a narcissist. Turns out the story I've been telling myself doesn't match the evidence at all.