Iโve spent 25 years raising a familyโฆ and Iโm not heard.ย
I donโt yell or demand. I ask for help and it doesnโt come, just the minimum. We make plans and nothing happens. Weโve had countless family meetings. We have unschooled and Iโve taught them everything I know and thatโs a LOT. I canโt teach personal responsibility. Thatโs an individual journey. I do too much. Iโve wanted them to have everything, and learn all that I didnโt know, about navigating this wild world. I trust they know. Human design discovered me about five years ago. My 20 years of personal development and deep faith had helped me in my alignment. I know and trust me. Andโฆ I was radically out of alignment in my 37/40. The deals of commitment and growth of resources for my family. My tribe. My people. Iโve communicated so muchโฆ In 15,000 different ways and Iโm tired. They have all grown in amazing ways! Iโm so proud of them as individuals! Andโฆ the teamwork is greatly lacking. Iโve expressed my need for teamwork and participation in business. When they were young we had a saying, everyone works, everyone plays!!! We did amazing things together! Now everyone hides in the comfort of their own rooms. My heart hurts. Itโs my time to goโฆ and trust the process. I have faith that everything works out for us. Iโm selling my stuff. Putting my important, favorite items in storage and going on the road. I donโt know where Iโm going, but I know where Iโve been and I have peace. Itโs time to discover me. ๐๐คฉ๐ฅฐ I'm so fcking excited for the roadtrip!!! I can't wait to HUG YOU!!!