I’m an emotional, manifesting generator. I move in waves. Excitement! Hope and joy! 🤩🥳😎 Consistency is NOT my jam BUT the rhythm of life, lights me up!!! I felt myself holding onto my little token. 🔥 The symbol that says I’m stable. I’m consistent. I need to prove myself. Not to anyone else, but myself. But, WHY?!? I’ve shown up from my family every day for 25 years. I’ve shown up every day, for myself, for even longer. I trust the process. I trust myself. I trust my knowing, instincts, and deep feels. I trust me. Why did I need a symbol? 🔥 Fear. Somewhere deep inside of me I was afraid of being judged. I KNOW I’m stable, pure MAGIC, and a fucking delight!!! I’m Jes Divine, for heavens sakes!!! 🤣😎🤩 I decided to flow with life, let the wave pass and I maintained my flame. 🔥 A few days later… 24 hours had passed. The flame was gone, and I was relieved and a little sad, but that was JUST a feelings wave too. 🌊🔥🖤 It feels good to release and remember. It feels good to be me. That’s what really matters. 🖤🔥🖤 P.S. I danced in my Alien suit this morning for Bridge Beats and my heart is so full!!! 😍😍😍 “Be you.” -They

It has been a wild month and my emotions have finally cleared! I feel my body shifting in ways I've never experienced before. @Quincy Richardson was able to see his doctor in New Mexico and re-establish care after 8 years! Lyme is no joke and I'm so stoked for this next phase because it includes clean eating and he is feeling better!!! The type of survival we've been in has made eating healthy, feel impossible. We've eaten clean for most of their lives but since the hurricane in 2017, things kinda went to shit... I'm five days in and the headaches are mostly gone and my inflammation is going down! Human Design has been leading the way with every step of our health, emotions, focus, and passions. So many things have been becoming clear as the fog lifts! You know how you can see things in hindsight but at the moment it doesn't make sense?!?! But, then you do it anyway and everything turns out awesome! Check this out.... At the same time, things came to a head with Reid, I added the $10/mo to FHD. Most people said it was a wrong move but I knew it needed to be done. I didn't know we would be moving within weeks and I would not have been able to maintain FHD while packing and helping my people adjust to life on the road, had we kept the community free. This shift gave me the pause that I needed to be able to shift my entire family! During that season, Skool shipped tiers!!! Sooooo, we are back to FREE, and a $10/mo Premium option!!! And Worthy also has a more affordable tier and is expanding to include ALL the Vulnerable Leadership teaching! We are shooting new videos and taking action on our crazy plans this week! Costumes, abandoned buildings, with laughter and rage! It's going to be a blast!!! How has harvest season been treating you? This is my favorite time of year, it's like karma season every fall! 😂

Do you ever pause and wonder how you arrived at that specific moment? Yesterday, I was sitting in a bathtub in Albuquerque, New Mexico. I felt like shaving my legs. So I did. The water was warm, which felt good against the very crisp morning. I sat there and pondered the feeling of different water on my skin. How did I arrive at a crazy Airbnb in Albuquerque? With four of my five kids! 🤣🥳 No place to call home, just a storage unit key. Yet, I’ve never felt more free. What I’ve blamed, as an undefined root, was actually a deep misalignment with my environment. I’m an emotional authority, and a triple split with an undefined G Center. I had no idea how much my environment impacted my day-to-day feelings. I’ve learned that being an emotional authority means I need lots of time to process decisions, but it’s not just time. It’s clear space to be able to feel. My triple split makes me highly sensitive to the environment and people around me. I feel everything. My undefined G Center causes me to absorb and reflect whatever environment I’m in. When I was in Las Vegas, I felt trapped by the literal brick walls and the chaotic energy in my home. Then we spent four nights at one of my favorite little spots that felt wildly different this time. Avi Resort and Casino is a cool little spot on the Mojave reservation in the southern tip of Nevada. I’ve been there a handful of times to write and relax, but this time with a deeper awareness. I skipped the sad elderly people in the casino, and head to the water. What once held me as peaceful, now felt numb. Sad. But not a normal sad, a deep moaning of Spirit. A tiny coal. The burn of ancestral pain. A legacy behind glass. A culture and rich land, buried beneath bright lights and smoke. And the river flows… Mother knows how to care for herself. I once thought love was gentle and nurturing. An embrace. A child’s laughter. I was only half correct. Love is also a raging force, not to be reckoned with. Love is responsible. Love is sovereign.

Functional Human Design is on the road!!! And we had two new awesome members join today!!! 🥳🥳🥳 Be bold! Be bright! Let your crazy shine!!! Huge thank you to @Khloe R and @Zo Allat for their artistry!!! Thank you @Truth Richardson for helping us fill in the letters and @Quincy Richardson for running and grabbing everything we need, all the time! 😁🥳🤩 Y’all are badass humans!!

I’ll be live from the beach! Well… Colorado River Beach!!! Let’s GOOOOO!!!