I still don't have it. I've come to think that the only thing that's stopping me to kick real hard is fear. And although I have a mentality of pushing forward and not letting any fear stop me, this resistance is staying so I started doing the kind of exercises that @Karyn Ainsworth mentioned, and working on my scapula and hip flexors to aim, one day, also for the press handstand. I might by looking too high, but I do see differences. In these weeks my headstands drills have improved: I can go up with straddle press and a lot more control, my crow-headstand is improving, I'm experimenting to get the pincha (that's going to get longer, I can't find how to keep my back straight when I lift my head). I just love the sensation of being upside down and doing things with control 😁