while making and producing music and creating the music and spending with music i has been seen by me that there is lot of fatigue is there from practicing piano to composing new music, plus it also removes the friction that you need be less social while creating music which i don't mind TBH what is see that there is always the fatigue in music that many people don't talk or avoid on daily basis, people think that making music is enough, but these days one thing i am observing that the more you make music the more you isolate your self from the real world, and then when you avoid any social gathering like wedding or birthday parties people get their noses up to Specially In India. In India music is treated as hobby instead of being treated as profession, while Us Indians love music and love listen to them but in reality the musician as a person get lot of hate comments and pulled down and seen as weak person regardless of gender, see here i am writing this not get sympathy or something i am simply sharing what i am observing, many people on India treat artist to be very social and very talktive, but they always forget that art needs depth an artist needs solitude to make art, peace not drama and social gathering , I refused to go in any social gathering and I still refuse it, so people in India thinks that i am broken and needed to fixed, because these social gathering are just waste of my time energy and youth, instead what i do go to gym, take walk, find ways to create, that is how the artist lives not by the heavy expectation or something. why I Like you guys because you understand me and give me space to flourish my art and for which I am always grateful this is where the key differences are and that builds up my character and grow as a person