I just had an epiphany I want to share with you. When things go sideways and I get dragged down in life and get drown into my negative emotions I tend to suffer and it takes time to get out of there like sometimes shorter, often longer. I just had quite some backlash and I felt like I don't even know what to do about it but this time I immediately into went bird eye view so I can look at it more objectively and tried to reframe my perspective on certain things and instead of feeling hopeless suffering I felt alignment and a strong believe that everything will be good. I felt being in a place of abundance instead of scarcity while still suffering the same emotions I started enjoying it knowing it's part of recovering and that it will have an end sooner or later.
A day earlier than that epiphany I had an amazing call with I know she helped me with getting to these realizations as well even if unconsiously. I am thankful for that opportunity and the epiphany that I just wanted to share with you! It also makes me feel less outcome dependent and that I should just follow my intuition doing what I want to do and everything else will align instead of chasing it with actions just to achieve it! Hope that last sentence makes sense in any way!🙏💫