Did January and February opened 3x speed this year? Tmr is March????!!! I only have 1 month left to have public exam that decides my fate?(Exam of whether join university or get discriminated from society&family) Oh hell nah! Public exam is really coming after a month. I did study a lot and improved in this 2 years , but I don't have enough time to improve everything and improve places that I'm not good at. I can't ensure to pass in public exam. The system is horrible because when you do well in past papers doesn't mean you can do well in your own public exam because the game is basically 50% luck. Especially for subjects that are having unstable system that can be unxpectable and give you questions that are impossible level(even teachers or pessage creators can't answer them correctly). You will never know do the questions ask something you are good at or really unfortunate enough to ask your weaknesses. And if fk up, all the efforts I make will be wasted and I will get DEFINED by others with bad filter because everyone only cares about scores and academic performances instead of what you are capable of. Fk FK FK The scores in public exams can't reflect how much knowledge you know, maybe you are actually so good but really unfortunate enough to do bad that day. But still. WE ONLY HAVE ONE CHANCE. Unfair but we have no choice but to play the unstable system. Oh no oh no oh no oh no why can't exams be like chess, that studyings can 100% pay off. But I already am studying mannnn, despite always being defined as bad even with the ability to surpass many people already. Really i do feel stress from it. Because I only have one chance. And if I fail, I can't imagine how hard the consequences will be. Probably not gonna live well.

im gonna team up with kimchi