Hey, thanks for the warm welcome! I’m glad to be here. I’m currently getting into the space and focusing on learning the right strategies before locking in my first deal. Really looking forward to growing, connecting, and getting the right guidance from the community

This is my first post in here and I thought I would share my weekend with you all. I took part in a ceremony with 10 incredible men at the top of a mountain called Ben Lawers. We ascended the mountain with intention and started it off with some breath work and mediation. We remained in silenced as we climbed, focusing on ourselves and our reasons for taking this gruelling task on. We used our bodies as a gateway to transcend deep within ourselves to help release any stubborn traumas and we sought guidance from a spiritual body coach and a trauma therapist as we climbed. It was an exceptional experience, where I released a lot of tears and heartache. At one point during our meditation at the summit, my body began convulsing with the ferocity of my release and this has truly marked a new start for me on my journey to becoming a better man and embracing the masculine within me so I can make the feminine feel safe and protected around me. I aim to become so grounded within myself and my emotions, that going into my future I know I can give a woman the best possible partner and make her feel safe, seen and comforted, without losing myself in the process. ❤️ It was a truly magickal experience 🌊 ☘️ 🪄 ✨

After years of therapy, challenges and a life that’s built on achievements and performing it’s time for me to heal with the help of self compassion. I hope to find information here to be able to take small steps forward. In 2011 I started to have heart arrhythmia. They didn’t find the cause but said it wasn’t harmful. My life started to be a challenge but nothing that was anything like what was to come. In 2015 I was eleven weeks pregnant when I had my first heart attack. They still don’t know why since my arteries are clean. I was 28 years old. My little girl survived it but emotionally I hadn’t. I got a post partum depression and couldn’t love my little girl. In 2012 and 2016 I published two novels and in 2017 I published a children book about a mother who gets post partum depression. I also founded a non governmental organization for parents who suffer from post partum depression. In 2018 I got a pulmonary embolism, got severe bradycardia a couple of times so I ended up with a pacemaker. I also had to take out my uterus due to borderline cancer cells. A doctor realized I have bipolar disorder and I also got treatment for the eating disorders I hade since I was 14 years old. In 2019 my husband was suicidal, wrote me a goodbye letter. Four months later I got my second heart attack. Still no clue why. I got diagnosed with POTS. In 2020 my kids got a rare disease where they lost all their skin (staphylococcal scalded skin syndrome). Four kids a year gets it in Sweden, it’s not contagious but still both my kids got it. And after that I fell. Into a deep hole. I got admitted to psych ward, got ECT and became better. But since then I’m no longer the productive, intelligent person I was. In 2021 my husband got a benign tumor in his sinus. The surgery took 10 hours but it all ended well. I tried to come back to my job as a midwife but since I cannot be awake for a whole day even when I’m not doing anything it’s not a possibility. I became a key account manager but I can’t work with that either. So I’m trying to find my way to a find my new identity and find meaning with my life and find a new path.

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