Yallah why is it so awkward and disturbing at the same time?
Like suddenly what gets into people?? Out of nowhere they come and start talking, start smiling like they’ve known us for a whole century. Ajeeb yaar.
Sometimes it feels nice, but other times it’s just weird. Like seriously what do you want from me? Please maintain some distance lol.
My heart never feels like doing that. I never go up to people like that. When someone approaches me, I feel like I should just sink into the ground and never be seen again.
I don’t know why I doubt everyone. I don’t know if they’re even sincere or not. I just pray they don’t ruin my mental health and don’t hurt me, that’s all.
I can talk a bit, but not too much. It feels like people are draining me.
Social interaction is really difficult sometimes.
But on the other hand, some people make us feel so good that it feels like we’ve always been together. Like this isn’t a new friendship this feels like we’ve been friends forever.
Those people are my favorite. I really love them. The ones who make me feel comfortable, seen , heard , and don't judge me.
I hope me and all of you meet more people like that, and stay as far as possible from toxic ones. Ameen ya Rabb.
Allahumma barik 🤍