Learning something New; · Shifu Society

Learning something New;

It’s not always fun, and I can’t seem to enjoy anything.

I don’t know why, but I feel so uninterested and don’t feel like paying attention.

Last time, one of my closest friends was trying to tell me about a video game, and I couldn’t seem to focus.

And I think it kind of hurt him, but it’s not in my control. Plus, I have zero interest in games or anything related to them.

Still, I wanted to listen and understand, but aaaaghhhh.

I feel like I don’t fit in with him and his sibling, because both he and his sister play video games. It feels kind of childish that I’m talking about this, but it’s not only about games.

It’s about everything that I feel has nothing to do with me. When something isn’t my business or interest, I feel disconnected from it, and in that process, I unintentionally hurt people.

And I don’t even know how to improve myself or my personality. 🤷‍♀️

Any suggestions?

Allahumma barik 🤍

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