You know what, I need to organize my thoughts very clearly and carefully, because I keep messing up my tone, information, feelings, the lessons I took, and the things I want to say to another person.
I keep mixing everything, and it ends up sounding either awkward or weird.
For example, when I’m listening to someone like my brother saying something I suddenly remember a specific thing I learned in my class, and I can connect those two things. But my brother cannot, because he didn’t take the same class as me.
So he won’t be able to understand, and this happens a lot.
I don’t know how to separate my thoughts or how to keep some information to myself. Because if I don’t say it, then I become completely quiet like no words at all.
Mute.
I:
think in layers
connect ideas across contexts
carry lessons internally and want to share them
but forget that others don’t have the same background file open
So when i speak, it either:
comes out overloaded, or
I shut down completely to avoid misunderstanding
It’s an untrained strength, and i donno how to fix it.....;